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curiousbeing
I tried my best
- Dec 18, 2022
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Hello. I want to cut to the chase and briefly, succinctly mention all details I consider important. I want to end this.
Location: some remote desert like place. No people, no skyscrapers, only shrubs, and perhaps wolf, snake.
A little about me: severely underweight (just about 100 pounds=45 kg). I get tired easily. I have blood clotting problem, lack of hemoglobin
Method:
1) So... Hunger. Fasting. I will drink water (being thirsty=kidney failure=too much pain). Some headache pills (to alleviate headache from hunger), calming pills to not feel scared of death. A mask, so people can't easily identify me
2) this is backup method. If I see that people are almost finding me and catching me... I can use this method asap. A kitchen knife. Throat. This is for worst case scenario, because I still can't correctly identify exactly where carotid arteries are. And I can't hit arteries in the arm / leg because body can just shut down blood to those places and I can end up found + surviving.My biggest problem: I fear of accidentally cutting some nerves in the throat and paralyzing myself. But yeah, I will research all nerves in the throat and find which ones can paralyze me
Location: some remote desert like place. No people, no skyscrapers, only shrubs, and perhaps wolf, snake.
A little about me: severely underweight (just about 100 pounds=45 kg). I get tired easily. I have blood clotting problem, lack of hemoglobin
Method:
1) So... Hunger. Fasting. I will drink water (being thirsty=kidney failure=too much pain). Some headache pills (to alleviate headache from hunger), calming pills to not feel scared of death. A mask, so people can't easily identify me
2) this is backup method. If I see that people are almost finding me and catching me... I can use this method asap. A kitchen knife. Throat. This is for worst case scenario, because I still can't correctly identify exactly where carotid arteries are. And I can't hit arteries in the arm / leg because body can just shut down blood to those places and I can end up found + surviving.My biggest problem: I fear of accidentally cutting some nerves in the throat and paralyzing myself. But yeah, I will research all nerves in the throat and find which ones can paralyze me
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