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unbelievablydead

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Oct 20, 2025
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i know pst is not super reliable due to the variations in opiod content per batch, but it covers a lot of the personal criteria i have.

my plan is to brew 3 lbs of the stuff (bought three 1-lb bags, so hopefully at least 1 or two of them are contaminated enough) in a large bottle and let it steep for about a week before use.

i'm really hoping it'll work and i can die somewhat peacefully in my bed. fingers crossed 🤞
 
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OzymandiAsh

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Nov 6, 2025
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... are you even sure it's the right type of poppy
 
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unbelievablydead

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Oct 20, 2025
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... are you even sure it's the right type of poppy
i bought it off a site that was recommended by another user as it was responsible for the death of a few individuals and survivable overdoses for others
 
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martyrdom

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Nov 3, 2025
427
The right kind of poppy is papaver somniferum, however:

The poppy seeds themselves do not contain the opium (or any constituent that would kill you). What they do sometimes contain is traces of the latex (ie. the opium) that surrounds them, which is within the poppy pod, not in the seeds and not outside the poppy. So more than unreliable.

You will also throw up. Even if you had the actual latex, opium causes nausea.
 
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unbelievablydead

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Oct 20, 2025
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The right kind of poppy is papaver somniferum, however:

The poppy seeds themselves do not contain the opium (or any constituent that would kill you). What they do sometimes contain is traces of the latex (ie. the opium) that surrounds them, which is within the poppy pod, not in the seeds and not outside the poppy. So more than unreliable.

You will also throw up. Even if you had the actual latex, opium causes nausea.
the unprocessed seeds can also be coated in the latex, and as i said before, the brand i bought the seeds from has been responsible for the deaths of multiple individuals. the pods are more reliable, yes, but would obviously have to be grown. don't think you can buy the pods themselves. not sure if this method will work, just posting my experience.
 
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martyrdom

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Nov 3, 2025
427
the unprocessed seeds can also be coated in the latex, and as i said before, the brand i bought the seeds from has been responsible for the deaths of multiple individuals. the pods are more reliable, yes, but would obviously have to be grown. don't think you can buy the pods themselves. not sure if this method will work, just posting my experience.
That's basically what I said, the seeds can have traces of the latex. Either way, I wish you peace.
 
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unbelievablydead

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Oct 20, 2025
106
That's basically what I said, the seeds can have traces of the latex. Either way, I wish you peace.
ah ok, i see now. i know the seeds themselves don't contain any latex on the inside (i'll fix that in my original post so i don't throw anyone else off), so i'm soaking them in hot water to get those traces off and that's what i'll be drinking. hoping to get lucky with the batches i purchased and wishing you peace too :)
 
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