Venting My life just turned 180 really fast...

[NoIdeaForAUsername]

My father just died and left me and my family alone with his buisness.

1 week ago i was unemployed fkin retard without will to live, now im a fkin retard who must run his buisness that i know little about. It gives me income, so i no longer care about my surviving. If i fail im going to dissapoint my entire family and we are going to sell it, which will a total horror for me, because it will mean i wasted his life work

I really feel like if i would really want to do it, if i would get that hunger inside me, that would give me this insane motivation, then i would manage to do just fine, but instead of that im clueless and still playing games on my computer

 

[bankai]

Damn,that's a burden all right.are you sure this is what you want to do though?it's OK to sell it if you don't.it's very common actually.


I'm sorry for the loss of your dad.

 

[pain247]

What type of business?

 

[NoIdeaForAUsername]

What type of business?

2 houses repurposed into rooms for workers; we currently have ~20 people living there. Then there is that entire land around it, which is huge and mostly empty / devastated coz my father wasn't able to think about it due to severe alcoholism, which was the reason he died.

so it's like - I could do whatever i want with this place; literally thousands of ways to make it earn some good fkin money, but only if you are smart enough to think of something, while I'm just dumb and my father knew that.