Discussion My life feels meaningless

[Tarnished_]

I find myself thinking a lot about how meaningless my life is. If I were to die in my sleep the next day, yea some people may notice and be sad for a few days but let's be real, they'd get over it and move on. I am 1 person on a planet with billions of people. Some go through so much effort just to save one life where that person wants to die and it's like... why? I'm a number. A statistic.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand and existing will always feel that way to me, it's just futile unnecessary suffering that just leads to decay and death anyway, I could never see any point to any of this, to me existing will always be waiting for death with all eventually gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway.

 

[MatiSendiri]

While I agree on some of the argument you've made, nah someone finding you dead doesn't just makes them sad. It usually becomes their biggest trauma and unless you're trained for it (which is usually not the case due to people finding you dead is usually your nearest people), it's always going to suck for them.

Also yeah that's why if I can I'd ctb far away. Just count me as missing person man, at least my existence will be somewhat remembered in the case file or becoming a Jane/John Doe rather than being here.