I don't have any other choice but to leave this place. I'm going to write about my experiences so that they may help someone else on the same journey.
I first began my search for the way to die on google. It's frustrating. They try to prevent giving you the results you're looking for. I understand why, but when you're ready, when it has to be done something like this site is what you need. I finally got some hints about the inert gas method and using some alternative search terms found more details. Through some news articles I read about forums like this and eventually that's what landed me here.
I purchased everything, its not hard. I told the welding supply shop what I needed and said I was just running the errand for my boss, I don't know more than what they told me to get. Regulator from harbor freight. Couple fittings from the hardware store, some oxygen tubing and I was set. I sat down, followed the guide here, everything worked perfect. As I began to pass out, I panicked and pulled the bag off. I used Argon, for the rest of the day I was pretty light headed and it was difficult to take deep breaths. But I recovered in a couple days without any noticeable effects.
I then decided I needed something I couldn't abort. I sourced Fentanyl from a DNM. I cant give you the source but if you register on the few that are listed where the guide available here tells you to find them, you'll find the one that sells it. I read a lot about peoples fear of being ripped off, if you order from the same country you're in, you'll get it. I have used them for a long time and I have never lost a package. It's like Amazon, just pick one that has a lot of good reviews.
I'm still doing a little research on the dose but i'm not far from leaving. Thank you to everyone that posts here, all the reading really helped me prepare and not feel so alone with my feelings that I wouldn't be able to share anywhere else.
I first began my search for the way to die on google. It's frustrating. They try to prevent giving you the results you're looking for. I understand why, but when you're ready, when it has to be done something like this site is what you need. I finally got some hints about the inert gas method and using some alternative search terms found more details. Through some news articles I read about forums like this and eventually that's what landed me here.
I purchased everything, its not hard. I told the welding supply shop what I needed and said I was just running the errand for my boss, I don't know more than what they told me to get. Regulator from harbor freight. Couple fittings from the hardware store, some oxygen tubing and I was set. I sat down, followed the guide here, everything worked perfect. As I began to pass out, I panicked and pulled the bag off. I used Argon, for the rest of the day I was pretty light headed and it was difficult to take deep breaths. But I recovered in a couple days without any noticeable effects.
I then decided I needed something I couldn't abort. I sourced Fentanyl from a DNM. I cant give you the source but if you register on the few that are listed where the guide available here tells you to find them, you'll find the one that sells it. I read a lot about peoples fear of being ripped off, if you order from the same country you're in, you'll get it. I have used them for a long time and I have never lost a package. It's like Amazon, just pick one that has a lot of good reviews.
I'm still doing a little research on the dose but i'm not far from leaving. Thank you to everyone that posts here, all the reading really helped me prepare and not feel so alone with my feelings that I wouldn't be able to share anywhere else.
