My idea for drowning - handcuffing myself to a dock's ladder

[restingspot]

i couldnt imagine suffocating to death in water

It's absolutely horrible. The water feels like blankets, absolutely smothering you while you move your weight through it in a panicked thrashing to get to the surface. Lungs burning, exploding. Thankfully, I didn't get to inhale the pool water before I was saved. Death on the other hand, is a positive experience according to drowning survivors. After the initial burning and painful sensation of gulping water, you're tranquil. Warmth spreads over you. You suddenly don't care about dying. It's bliss. It's just the way there, it's not very fun. I'd rather do SN.

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

I heard it's really hard to ctn this way. Of course if your handcuffed that's another story. But I heard that you can to best self instinct fast. And just go with it and start letting the water in