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ronigail9

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Oct 5, 2019
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He swears he saw it 8 mos. ago after I got back home from hospital after my suicide attempt. I think it's a load of bull. I have all kinds of reasons for wanting to die, including existential, sustainability and environment related. not something telling me to kill myself.
 
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XYZ

XYZ

I just can’t get these damn wrists to bleed
Jul 22, 2020
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I am truly, truly sorry for you. I was raised a Catholic and know a thing of two about the fear of the devil.

I find it heartbreaking that your husband is telling you this. Devils and demons are imaginary characters from a made up story. Your husband is either seeing things, or believing he is seeing things, or simply trying to mess with you.

Take care:heart:
 
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Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
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SipSop

Arcanist
May 7, 2020
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He swears he saw it 8 mos. ago after I got back home from hospital after my suicide attempt. I think it's a load of bull. I have all kinds of reasons for wanting to die, including existential, sustainability and environment related. not something telling me to kill myself.
Such bs with this superstitious people.
Maybe he gets turned off by your attempt.
Loving you less whe he should increase the dose.
 
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ronigail9

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Oct 5, 2019
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Yeah he hates that I'm suicidal. He is scared. It's so awkward when he says this. I have tried to explain but he doesn't buy it
 
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voidman

voidman

emptiness —> nothingness
Sep 15, 2020
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Some people just can't understand why anyone could feel that way. I don't think he means harm by saying that but I can see how upsetting that could be. My mom is very religious and has implicated similar things before.
 
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Sep 28, 2020
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My aunt is a religious fanatic and told me that I am possessed for playing violent games. I once got sick of hearing this and decided to make fun of her by pretending that I was being possessed. I started to imitate convulsions and demonic voices. Then she took a cross, holy water and bible and called my grandparents and a priest on the phone and everyone started to exorcise me. Hehehe was really funny
 
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Need2DIEquick

Need2DIEquick

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Sep 21, 2020
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Don't worry about the bullshit some religious people say about you. It's just a reflection of them. I've seen some religious people get on their knees everyday and pray for people's downfalls and deaths. He's probably just super emotional and doesn't understand so he's saying thing like this.
 
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allym101

allym101

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May 29, 2020
277
Excuse my language but your husband sounds like a d#ck. He probably just doesn't understand mental illness and wants to come up with some sort of reason as to why you're acting this way. It's normal but unfortunate....
 
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Lmd

Lmd

Elementalist
Jul 12, 2020
812
Thats...actually pretty cool. Which shape has your demon?

Ahem. It's sad when people starts to act weird because of your mental illness when is the last thing you need. I hope you have people around you or something to counter the bad vibes.
 
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disabledandhopeless

disabledandhopeless

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Mar 1, 2020
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Or maybe he's possessed by a demon
 
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dec132013

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Aug 6, 2020
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Is it possible he's ill himself? If he's just superstitious maybe get your hands on some holy water to prove you don't disintegrate
 
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Folie

Folie

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Jul 14, 2020
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This is what is wrong with Christianity and the word "demon." I was once a Christian. I was for 35 years actually, but two years ago I converted to Wicca. I finally realized how brain washed I was and was embarrassed and angry with myself. Demons exist, but not in the form that Christian's talk. They are like any other spiritual God or Goddess, but they are not all bad. Many demons have good qualities as well such as helping with chronic pain. I hate that you're being told this by your husband of all people. Just know it's all crap and hang in there. if you need to chat just send me a message. :)
 
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Lucifer'sRight

Lucifer'sRight

Experienced
Feb 4, 2020
256
On a more spiritual note he could be picking up on thought-forms and translating them according to his own aquired symbolic language, or even translating his own suspitions into a mild hallucination, psyche is deep, and dark and unknown. Isn't this what we do i our dreams anyway...? Why wouldn't we do it while awake.. same mind, different state of awareness...
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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If he is very loving otherwise he might just be trying to blame fairytales for things he can't fix or control. Blaming demons is usually a fear response. It's really not nice or ok to be saying that to you. I hope you can help him understand what is making you so sad.
 
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BipolarGuy

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Aug 6, 2020
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He swears he saw it 8 mos. ago after I got back home from hospital after my suicide attempt. I think it's a load of bull. I have all kinds of reasons for wanting to die, including existential, sustainability and environment related. not something telling me to kill myself.
When I was involved in that Church last year, one of the 'elders' there told me that it might be possible that the reason I'm depressed is because of my 'interaction' with a woman while at university having passed an entity on to me.

Ignore it. It's crap.
 
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TheQ22

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Aug 17, 2020
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When I was involved in that Church last year, one of the 'elders' there told me that it might be possible that the reason I'm depressed is because of my 'interaction' with a woman while at university having passed an entity on to me.

Ignore it. It's crap.
It never ceases to amaze me the depths that supposed religion will stoop to.

When my daughter was about 13 or 14 she was having big problems making friends at school, so ex wife in her ultimate wisdom got her to go to local church, the ones who do the "alpha course".

They wanted her to go on a 2 week trip, where basically they get isolated from the outside world, subjected to 12 hour a day God stuff, then have "cool rock concerts" about - well God, and etc.

I refused to let her go and was apparently the biggest twat on earth for that.

Yet many kids who came back from those kinds of things, the parents etc said a different person came back.

Kind of posessed by the spirit of God, except possessed by the spirit of the God that makes you give them all your money, etc?
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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ind of posessed by the spirit of God, except possessed by the spirit of the God that makes you give them all your money, etc?
It's all about money. I know someone who is a preacher who is simply a con artist and admits it sometimes.
 
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Donewiyhitall

Member
Sep 5, 2020
85
My aunt is a religious fanatic and told me that I am possessed for playing violent games. I once got sick of hearing this and decided to make fun of her by pretending that I was being possessed. I started to imitate convulsions and demonic voices. Then she took a cross, holy water and bible and called my grandparents and a priest on the phone and everyone started to exorcise me. Hehehe was really funny
You rock.
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
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I think that it is amazing that people still believe in things like demons and angels in the year of friggin' 20-fucking-20.

Incredible.
 
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Jumping_realms

Jumping_realms

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Jul 4, 2021
483
I'm sorry you are dealing with that.

Religion is cancerous as fuck.
 
Greenberg

Greenberg

nitrogenexit.blogspot.com
Jun 28, 2020
1,062
He swears he saw it 8 mos. ago after I got back home from hospital after my suicide attempt. I think it's a load of bull. I have all kinds of reasons for wanting to die, including existential, sustainability and environment related. not something telling me to kill myself.
I think he watches too many horror movies and hallucinates when stressed. LOL
 
Dear Agony

Dear Agony

The Void
Jan 24, 2020
296
I think your husband has serious problems and is living in a world of fiction, not you.
 

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