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ihateittoo

ihateittoo

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Jun 9, 2026
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My grandfather was diagnosed with alzheimer's and decided to book and go through with a medically assisted suicide. I always thought it was the right course of action and I supported him fully in it. I was never supposed to figure out until after he died but my mom got a little tipsy at a sushi place and spilled the beans to me about it. I asked my grandfather about it the next time I saw it which is when I really got an idea of what was happening. We hung out that day and he let me hit his vape(I was 15 at the time) which was a lot of fun. He told me "Im dying anyway, who gives a shit about my lungs?".

I miss him a lot and it kills me he cant see what ive become. He wont ever be able to hear any of the music I made, he wasnt able to watch me graduate, hes missed all of the important events in my adult life. I wish I could talk with him one more time.

Im going to try and give as little detail possible here as I worry about anything being traced back to me. But they're making a documentary about him and it focuses on the right to die and issues similar to that. They're going to use an AI voice of him to read off his note detailing why he wants to die that he sent to the company that went through with his procedure. I really hate AI and it bugs me to hear that they'll be using it. To be honest I do not think I will watch the movie, it is too hard on me emotionally.
 
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