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SoFewMethods

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Apr 25, 2024
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I just swallowed the painkillers. In 50 minutes, I will take my SN (and hopefully die)

I'm tired of this life, of this world. Everything is demanding and annoying, yet I can't talk about it to anyone because everyone, and I mean everyone that I talked to, always said that I needed to "man up", to be considerate for my parents who raised me for years.

The problem is, I don't want to.
I'm sorry that I'm such a fucking loser that will rather choose death than stress, but if I had to, I'd rather live doing the bare minimum.

Thank you to everyone here for being thoughtful to me, I appreciate it

Thank you to everyone in DC for talking to me, and letting me have some fun in the shitty place I live in, I appreciate it

I don't have anything else to say other than: I hope the afterlife is better than this world
— Hollow
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,495
love and peace to you my friend ❤️🕊️
 
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GlassMoon

GlassMoon

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Nov 18, 2024
392
I hope you find peace.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,485
I hope you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.
 
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PI3.14

PI3.14

what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
Oct 4, 2024
554
Whether you choose to go with it or not, I hope you find peace. Sorry that life has brought you to this.
 
Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Visionary
May 7, 2025
2,849
Good luck and safe journey... I hope you find your peace.
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Warlock
May 27, 2023
718
Rest in peace.

I hope you found the peace you craved for 😇🙏🏾
 
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719x00

New Member
Aug 24, 2025
1
I just swallowed the painkillers. In 50 minutes, I will take my SN (and hopefully die)

I'm tired of this life, of this world. Everything is demanding and annoying, yet I can't talk about it to anyone because everyone, and I mean everyone that I talked to, always said that I needed to "man up", to be considerate for my parents who raised me for years.

The problem is, I don't want to.
I'm sorry that I'm such a fucking loser that will rather choose death than stress, but if I had to, I'd rather live doing the bare minimum.

Thank you to everyone here for being thoughtful to me, I appreciate it

Thank you to everyone in DC for talking to me, and letting me have some fun in the shitty place I live in, I appreciate it

I don't have anything else to say other than: I hope the afterlife is better than this world
— Hollow
hey guys, close friend of his here irl that just made a account, and former classmate, i miss him already, it hasnt been a full 12 hours but i really do miss him, he was such a good close dear friend, i should have checked up on him a few days ago or a week, i didnt expect.. this to happen, i hope you no longer have to suffer from your problems, we miss you buddy
 
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kurgan

kurgan

Wanderer
Jun 6, 2025
338
hey guys, close friend of his here irl that just made a account, and former classmate, i miss him already, it hasnt been a full 12 hours but i really do miss him, he was such a good close dear friend, i should have checked up on him a few days ago or a week, i didnt expect.. this to happen, i hope you no longer have to suffer from your problems, we miss you buddy
RIP. Sorry for your loss, 🙏 was only speaking to him hours before, how old was he?
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,195
nothing but love to you both. if you need to talk my dms are always open. 🫂❤️
 
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showmehow

showmehow

Member
Aug 10, 2025
7
hey guys, close friend of his here irl that just made a account, and former classmate, i miss him already, it hasnt been a full 12 hours but i really do miss him, he was such a good close dear friend, i should have checked up on him a few days ago or a week, i didnt expect.. this to happen, i hope you no longer have to suffer from your problems, we miss you buddy
Hope you are okay, RIP.
 
Iwashereonce

Iwashereonce

Specialist
Apr 25, 2019
355
hey guys, close friend of his here irl that just made a account, and former classmate, i miss him already, it hasnt been a full 12 hours but i really do miss him, he was such a good close dear friend, i should have checked up on him a few days ago or a week, i didnt expect.. this to happen, i hope you no longer have to suffer from your problems, we miss you buddy
I'm sorry may he RIP
 
MydnytSorrow

MydnytSorrow

*To Die Would Be An Awfully Big Adventure*
Aug 9, 2025
26
hey guys, close friend of his here irl that just made a account, and former classmate, i miss him already, it hasnt been a full 12 hours but i really do miss him, he was such a good close dear friend, i should have checked up on him a few days ago or a week, i didnt expect.. this to happen, i hope you no longer have to suffer from your problems, we miss you buddy
My heart and soul are sending you guys all hugs and support you deserve. May he rest in peace ❤️
 
Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
808
I hope you found what you were looking for
 
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MatiSendiri

The world is still unfair to me
Jun 8, 2025
174
This got my eye teared up man. Hopefully both of you guys can find peace man
 

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