My Goodbye Note to SS - SN

[SoupSnakes]

Hope you leave loads of shit for someone to clean up

 

[MeltingHeart]

Thanks for the music suggestion, good fan of Noel's but team Liam all the way.

Anyone else have some suggestions?


Yep, another hour and a half to go.

what style of music do you like?

 

[Stan]

I hope you find you peace my friend. Safe travels.

 

[Sideswipe]

i'm so slow... just realised there is a page 2...

 

[WhiteDespair]

When we get to the destination I'll be sure to get you a pint.

 

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

Hope you leave loads of shit for someone to clean up

That's the plan

what style of music do you like?

Open to anything!

When we get to the destination I'll be sure to get you a pint.

Thank you kindly

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Hope you findvpeace. Safe travels

 

[MeltingHeart]

That's the plan



Open to anything!


worried to post something u would hate or too melancholy

Thank you kindly

 

[passenger27]

Good luck to you. May you sleep easy.

 

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

Sorry I've not been able to reply to everyone - overwhelmed by the support I can't thank you enough.

As it's now 11:30PM, one hour away from SN, I've taken:

• 1000mg paracetamol
• 1mg xanax
• 4mg diazepam
• 120mg propanolol

I'll keep updating as time goes on. Thanks again folks.

 

[Sideswipe]

I've taken all my usual junk meds that I have to take at night, if It knocks me out (benzos/morphine) I really hope it all goes well and you suffer nothing. If there is an afterlife I hope it's everything you want it to be. I will hopefully be awake but ai have only had about 6 hours in 3 days...
I want to be here so will fight the sleep but if I don't talk to you in your final moments I just wanted you to know I care and I wish you a safe journey

 

[Ark]

I hope you find the peace you deserve. And I hope the transition is peaceful. You are in my thoughts and know that you have support from many, no matter what.

 

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

I've taken all my usual junk meds that I have to take at night, if It knocks me out (benzos/morphine) I really hope it all goes well and you suffer nothing. If there is an afterlife I hope it's everything you want it to be. I will hopefully be awake but ai have only had about 6 hours in 3 days...
I want to be here so will fight the sleep but if I don't talk to you in your final moments I just wanted you to know I care and I wish you a safe journey

No pressure. Thank you so much. You get your well deserved rest, I'll be fine.

 

[SuperSid]

I hope you do not suffer and left behind a little something for those you are now leaving. Peace.

 

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

11:45pm - 30mg of metoclopramide.

Feeling calm which is a MASSIVE surprise. Don't feel too sedated or "out of it" on the benzos either, although time will tell.

50ml of water is measured out in a glass and I will only add the SN right before stirring and drinking.

I will be using a funnel to bypass my tongue and hopefully the gag reflex.

Will update once I've taken my antacid and let you all know how I am feeling, then I need to bookmark the self-ban page.

 

[TearyEyedQueen]

I wish you peace and happiness wherever you go.

 

[Jean4]

Sending you lots of love. Look down on us

 

[SuperSid]

I see you have left notes. Good on you man.

 

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

Just before midnight here in the UK so:

12:00am - 20ml of milk of magnesia (antacid)
texture is funny but the taste was quite nice, minty.

Still feeling good. All feelings of guilt are gone. Never thought I would say this, but feeling very content.

30 minutes to go until SN. I love you all.

 

[Hangm4n]

Rest easy, I hope it's a painless experience

 

[Antisad]

Just before midnight here in the UK so:

12:00am - 20ml of milk of magnesia (antacid)
texture is funny but the taste was quite nice, minty.

Still feeling good. All feelings of guilt are gone. Never thought I would say this, but feeling very content.

30 minutes to go until SN. I love you all.

Before you get picked up, can we be friends?

 

[Thisisjustadream]

 

[TowerUpright]

Peaceful travels. May things go off without a hitch. Wish I could have my time, soon.

Sounds like a good plan. Wish I knew you better. I'm just too introverted.

 

[imstillhungry]

Safe journey. Sending you all my love. Hope to see you on the other side x

 

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

12:40am / 20g of SN in 50 ml water of water.

Gagged somewhat and a salett taste in the back of my throat. No SI panic or regret in sight.

I will not clutch my notes and the photo of my unborn.

a thank you soo so much. I will miss you all.

 

[Stan]

Make sure you a nice and comfortable. Fainting can happen pretty quickly. Safe journey friend.

 

[jgm63]

safe journey
sweet dreams

 

[TowerUpright]

12:40am / 20g of SN in 50 ml water of water.

Gagged somewhat and a salett taste in the back of my throat. No SI panic or regret in sight.

I will not clutch my notes and the photo of my unborn.

a thank you soo so much. I will miss you all.

Save travels on the bus, my friend

 

[LonelyLight]

Sleep well

 

[NitriteAnatomy]

May you find the peace you are looking for.