My friendship is one sided

[lovelydeath]

I have one friend cause I have trouble making friends and i always have to message her first. When im messaging her she never starts the topics. I said it felt like no one cared about me last night and she just said she cared and offered no support. Didnt even check up on me today after that and is having fun in group chats. I want to die. What should I do?

 

[Oneness]

Does she know that you are hurting really bad? I'm sorry that you are going thru such a painful thing. One sided love or friendship is truly painful. Do you go to school, work or hobbies where you could get new friends?

 

[loneliness0]

Recently I felt like one of my closest relationships was one sided and after huge argument we stopped talking.
It is still really painful.

It not easy to make new friends, I am struggling with it myself.

 

[duwangJEff]

It's worse when it's a relationship where both parties mutually loved each other, bit one lost interest. I'm very sorry to hear that though, it's extremely isolating and painful to be uncared for like that, no matter the type of relationship. Maybe you can find some friends here?

 

[godsseepiestsoldier]

Im sorry to hear that but i totally feel you. My only friendship is very rocky and one sided and i dont think i could ever get touchy feely with him bc hes a very guys guy. I rlly hope you find a better and recprecating friendship soon man

 

[lovelydeath]

It's worse when it's a relationship where both parties mutually loved each other, bit one lost interest. I'm very sorry to hear that though, it's extremely isolating and painful to be uncared for like that, no matter the type of relationship. Maybe you can find some friends here?

It was exactly like that. We used to mutually love each other. I didnt say it wasnt. Thats what makes it feel so bad… and i made that clear to her.

Recently I felt like one of my closest relationships was one sided and after huge argument we stopped talking.
It is still really painful.

It not easy to make new friends, I am struggling with it myself.

Im sorry… when did this happen? I think we just stopped talking too but im going to die soon so.

 

[loneliness0]

Im sorry… when did this happen? I think we just stopped talking too but im going to die soon so.

About month ago. I assume we not talk again but it affected me lot that I am now more suicidal then usual.

Do you think this relationship was what was holding you here or was you going to CTB anyway soon?

 

[lovelydeath]

About month ago. I assume we not talk again but it affected me lot that I am now more suicidal then usual.

Do you think this relationship was what was holding you here or was you going to CTB anyway soon?

I mean im like happy when i have friends. When I dont have friends im sad. Im a simple girl.
Thing is… I cant make friends. When it was so fricken easy to make me happy. So yeah that friendship is what was keeping me alive.

 

[puella]

I mean im like happy when i have friends. When I dont have friends im sad. Im a simple girl.
Thing is… I cant make friends. When it was so fricken easy to make me happy. So yeah that friendship is what was keeping me alive.

I'll be your friend. I'm not very good at making conversations; I'm better at listening. But I can at least check in with you every day. I care about you.

 

[lovelydeath]

I'll be your friend. I'm not very good at making conversations; I'm better at listening. But I can at least check in with you every day. I care about you.

huggg thank you