My friends mad bc I really want to die, she doesn’t.

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My best friends pissed at me bc she said she wanted to die, I said well we don't have to go alone let's do it together. Obviously she doesn't mean what she said. She wants to get better she doesn't want to really die. My boyfriend is waiting for me on the other side, if I had the opportunity to burn the world to the ground in exchange for him I'd do it. I'd sacrifice everybody, even you mom, IDGAF. No hesitation. Obviously that's not an option. There's only one clear direction for me. I don't want help, I don't want to get better. I want to die. If you don't, why tf are you here? Why are you even reading this??