Venting My “friends” and misanthropy

[erdbeeren]

Just hours ago, I was listening in a conversation with a few of my "friends" who were essentially invalidating a mutual's suicidal ideation. They laughed about their mental turmoil and basically ignore any expressions of suicidal tendencies now.

I was reluctant to let on about my own depression, but there is now no rational doubt that I made the right decision to keep it inside.

I've been subject to ridicule and humiliation both on other online forums and from family for my own struggles and eventually learned that no one wants to deal with "a loved one"s issues until they're no longer around. That's what I want; them to realize how much pain I have been inflicted and maybe use it as a tool to aid others who haven't reached this point.

However, it is unrealistic to expect anything more from society than "thoughts and prayers" for a week and then obscurity the next. Humans are, fundamentally, an absolutely evil type of selfish that pays no heed to other beings until the problems said beings directly affect them.

 

[Amumu]

Humans are, fundamentally, an absolutely evil type of selfish that pays no heed to other beings until the problems said beings directly affect them.

Which is true for every living thing, to some extent.

 

[BeautifulMosaics]

Just hours ago, I was listening in a conversation with a few of my "friends" who were essentially invalidating a mutual's suicidal ideation. They laughed about their mental turmoil and basically ignore any expressions of suicidal tendencies now.

I was reluctant to let on about my own depression, but there is now no rational doubt that I made the right decision to keep it inside.

I've been subject to ridicule and humiliation both on other online forums and from family for my own struggles and eventually learned that no one wants to deal with "a loved one"s issues until they're no longer around. That's what I want; them to realize how much pain I have been inflicted and maybe use it as a tool to aid others who haven't reached this point.

However, it is unrealistic to expect anything more from society than "thoughts and prayers" for a week and then obscurity the next. Humans are, fundamentally, an absolutely evil type of selfish that pays no heed to other beings until the problems said beings directly affect them.

There are all different types of people out there and it's a big massive world. You just have to be lucky enough to find the gems that are actually decent, good, caring people who wouldn't do such scummy things as what you've described. Why are you even "friends" with these people lol.

 

[FuneralCry]

People can be very cruel. Of course we are all naturally selfish, everything we do is to benefit ourselves in some way. I see it as better to keep away from others as then they cannot cause me any pain. Overall, I cannot stand people.

 

[erdbeeren]

Why are you even "friends" with these people lol.

Honestly, it's out of desperation.

 

[Bookscover]

Honestly, it's out of desperation.

Just want to start off by saying I'm truly sorry you've gained such evil friends and family. But this is what the world is. I'm in the same boat as you. I'd suggest not revealing to them at least from my own experience.

No one cares if I end it or not. Everyone now knows but no one cares. Truth is man, no one does care. Unconditional love doesn't exist. People like you when you're a strong person resilient to everything. Don't tell anyone you're suicidal or you'll just be seen as weak. Go on the internet and rant on forums.

Even if you talk to people on the internet no one will connect with you. No one cares man. The world isn't what you thought it was it's all a lie. A cruel lie towards you. You were taught to believe everyone actually does care but nope that's all a lie. If a weak person falls behind only choice they got is to be perseverant or get rid of themselves.

I know your pain and I've been through it all. I'm sorry that you got to be born in this world.

 

[blueclover_.]

Just want to start off by saying I'm truly sorry you've gained such evil friends and family. But this is what the world is. I'm in the same boat as you. I'd suggest not revealing to them at least from my own experience.

No one cares if I end it or not. Everyone now knows but no one cares. Truth is man, no one does care. Unconditional love doesn't exist. People like you when you're a strong person resilient to everything. Don't tell anyone you're suicidal or you'll just be seen as weak. Go on the internet and rant on forums.

Even if you talk to people on the internet no one will connect with you. No one cares man. The world isn't what you thought it was it's all a lie. A cruel lie towards you. You were taught to believe everyone actually does care but nope that's all a lie. If a weak person falls behind only choice they got is to be perseverant or get rid of themselves.

I know your pain and I've been through it all. I'm sorry that you got to be born in this world.

UNCONDITIONAL LOVE DOES NOT EXIST.

Most parents are scumbags who only want kids to fit in to society.

 

[erdbeeren]

I know your pain and I've been through it all. I'm sorry that you got to be born in this world.

And what is even more unfortunate is that the chances of being born as a human are on the cusp of impossible. This is based on the numbers of known species on earth and to our theories on the universe's massive size.

It's like winning a lottery; a rigged one. Humans are Earth's only species that must endure such complex hardships and psychological issues. All other organisms have only basic survival needs to attend to.

And the only reason most of us suffer from problems of this nature is because of our parents' selfish, irrational decision to reproduce in order to conform to society's expectations.

 

[Bookscover]

And what is even more unfortunate is that the chances of being born as a human are on the cusp of impossible. This is based on the numbers of known species on earth and to our theories on the universe's massive size.

It's like winning a lottery; a rigged one. Humans are Earth's only species that must endure such complex hardships and psychological issues. All other organisms have only basic survival needs to attend to.

And the only reason most of us suffer from problems of this nature is because of our parents' selfish, irrational decision to reproduce in order to conform to society's expectations.

Very very true. I can't fathom in my head how any living breathing human being can have a child just to let it suffer like that. I get that suffering is a core part of the human experience but parents doing this to their children is just so fucking cruel. Who knows though maybe there's a kind of filter to having children. Maybe you're actually required to be a selfish idiot to find that justified.

I think there should be laws for this. I think if you have more children than you can take care of you should get forcefully castrated. It should be a crime to humanity. Literally what destroys our world is bad parenting. It causes bullying, criminality, depression, suicide, and those abused children to abuse their own children.

 

[Bookscover]

And what is even more unfortunate is that the chances of being born as a human are on the cusp of impossible. This is based on the numbers of known species on earth and to our theories on the universe's massive size.

It's like winning a lottery; a rigged one. Humans are Earth's only species that must endure such complex hardships and psychological issues. All other organisms have only basic survival needs to attend to.

And the only reason most of us suffer from problems of this nature is because of our parents' selfish, irrational decision to reproduce in order to conform to society's expectations.

By the way, if you want to talk to me I can listen in a dm or pm or whatever this site's messaging thing is called.