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sleeplessboyinbed

sleeplessboyinbed

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Mar 26, 2026
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I just want to feel some control about my body. I want to have control over my life. I want to hurt myself so bad because this body is the source of my misery. I want to punish it because it did this to me. But i cant even cut myself because then i would be "mentally ill". Im not mentally ill, i just want to be human!
 

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idfwlnh

idfwlnh

Mousse - the final "peace" in life
Apr 10, 2026
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Great art! Thanks for sharing! Imo I'd rather keep the scars to myself, people's judgement on "mental illnesses" are rather hard. I hate how they talk behind one's back because of it
 
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sleeplessboyinbed

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Mar 26, 2026
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Great art! Thanks for sharing! Imo I'd rather keep the scars to myself, people's judgement on "mental illnesses" are rather hard. I hate how they talk behind one's back because of it
Thank you! I agree with you
 
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squiddedoutt

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Feb 23, 2026
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nice drawing c:

i always found the art here to be more powerful
 
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