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Mbound

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Apr 29, 2019
255
Forgive me as I don't want to say much but I will say I am using N. I have been here nearly 5 months and am grateful to have talked to so many kind people. After months and months of deliberation I feel really at peace with my decision and am looking forward to my final sleep. Unless I puke everything up I should be gone very soon.

Much love.
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
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@Mbound, you've moved me deeply on many occasions. I'm very sorry it's come to this but if you're at peace with your decision I wish you the best outcome for you. You're loved and will be missed. Wrap yourself in that, and journey well. x
 
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Mbound

Experienced
Apr 29, 2019
255
@Mbound, you've moved me deeply on many occasions. I'm very sorry it's come to this but if you're at peace with your decision I wish you the best outcome for you. You're loved and will be missed. Wrap yourself in that, and journey well. x

Thank you Soul you in particular have always been so kind and gentle, not just with me but with everyone. I wish you peace as well. I feel very calm, it feels right. I got closure on a lot of things, made some nice last memories with people...I feel ready to depart.
 
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Blackjack

Blackjack

I’ll be watching...
Aug 6, 2019
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I wish you a quick & peaceful exit.
 
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cherub

cherub

Fvcking Loser
Jan 27, 2019
147
Wishing you a tranquil bus ride. Peace to you. :heart:
 
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Asta

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Jun 7, 2019
318
Mbound, many warm thoughts and good wishes on your journey. Love, light and peace :heart:
 
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TiredOfLife95

TiredOfLife95

Catched the bus, goodbye everyone ❤
Aug 25, 2019
103
Goodbye Mbound, peace :heart:
 
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Sunset Limited

I believe in Sunset Limited
Jul 29, 2019
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I wish you can find peace my friend.
 
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Rachel74

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Sep 7, 2019
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Love and light coming your way ❤️
 
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Asta

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Jun 7, 2019
318
Dear Tired, I'm not going anywhere, but thanks all the same :heart: to you!
 
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TiredOfLife95

TiredOfLife95

Catched the bus, goodbye everyone ❤
Aug 25, 2019
103
@Asta sorry mate, wrong nick lol :heart:
 
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Aunt Paula

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Sep 7, 2019
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Forgive me as I don't want to say much but I will say I am using N. I have been here nearly 5 months and am grateful to have talked to so many kind people. After months and months of deliberation I feel really at peace with my decision and am looking forward to my final sleep. Unless I puke everything up I should be gone very soon.

Much love.
Forgive me as I don't want to say much but I will say I am using N. I have been here nearly 5 months and am grateful to have talked to so many kind people. After months and months of deliberation I feel really at peace with my decision and am looking forward to my final sleep. Unless I puke everything up I should be gone very soon.

Much love.

Dearest MBound,
Please tell me you have made peace with all you are about to leave behind. Don't leave your loved ones with the hell of would've-could've-should've, like my family and I are living. I do respect that it is your life to do what you want with. Wishing you a quick and painless departure, and hopefully a new beginning in the afterlife.
 
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BobbyPellitt

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Sep 4, 2019
83
Goodbye, may you succeed and found peace
 
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wendydong1

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Jul 31, 2019
295
i hope u find peace...
 
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Mbound

Experienced
Apr 29, 2019
255
I feel like I need to add this—
These are entirely my own choices. I have not been coerced, coached, or otherwise encouraged by anyone here. I am well above being a legal adult and I am not acting impulsively. I am the only one to "blame."
 
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woxihuanni

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Aug 19, 2019
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I wish you peace, sending you love and hugs...
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
Please look after us. Sending you love.
 
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okaoki

okaoki

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Aug 4, 2018
251
i wish you find peace
 
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Mbound

Experienced
Apr 29, 2019
255
Taken the antiemetic and no survival instinct to be found yet...I haven't even cried at all today. I feel calm still; numb. Maybe I'm dissociating? Whatever it is it's much preferable to how I thought I would be this whole day (a sobbing mess). Hopefully it doesn't kick in at the very last minute after I took the N, I'm sure that happens a lot.
 
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wendydong1

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Jul 31, 2019
295
Good luck. May you find peace
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,211
Forgive me as I don't want to say much but I will say I am using N. I have been here nearly 5 months and am grateful to have talked to so many kind people. After months and months of deliberation I feel really at peace with my decision and am looking forward to my final sleep. Unless I puke everything up I should be gone very soon.

Much love.

I hope that you find peace. :heart: I see you are still on … I hope everything works out for you. :heart:
 
ImSorryEmma

ImSorryEmma

Skylar
Mar 28, 2019
107
I hope that you find peace that you deserve, goodbye MBound :heart:
 
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Jean Améry

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Mar 17, 2019
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I'm glad you are/were able to employ a peaceful method and that you've thought about this thoroughly (as anyone should). Sorry it had to come to this.
 
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Mbound

Experienced
Apr 29, 2019
255
Took the n, last post. It's not terrible if you use a benzocaine mouth wash. No survival instinct at all. Just ready to go.
 
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Centerism

Centerism

Love is my final option
Aug 25, 2019
233
Op, you are x courageous behind all means. I wish you luck. Nay
 
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Lilanel

Lilanel

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Jul 16, 2019
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Goodbye and safe travels.
 
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I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
Guess I m late but I really appreciate ur courage and resolve... Wish I had that much courage ... Hope you have a peaceful end .. Love and hugs my friend
 
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Idorus

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Apr 30, 2018
426
Mbound ceased to exist. No light of (online) life anymore..
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
Mbound ceased to exist. No light of (online) life anymore..
Does not mean anything. Could mean that his/her phone died.
 
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