MY FINAL DAYS, IM FINALLY LEAVING FOR REAL THIS TIME

[HorribleFeelings1]

hey everyone, I am horriblefeelings because of how horrible my emotions are. Some of you may know me by max. Last week I made a my goodbye thread and the amount of support i got from all of you made me the happiest, but you all saw how I wasn't confident of my date. It's true i wasn't ready, it seemed like a cry for help most likely as well. Im sorry for scaring you all. But im finally leaving for real this time. Friday 2/28 is my CTB date and I AM READY :). I don't want to repeat my thread so https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/thats-life-goodbye-everyone.31996/

that thread is my goodbye thread and explains all. Im going to enjoy my life till friday one more time. I need you SS family till my date, only three days, not so bad :) im going to prepare myself for death and say my goodbyes without hinting at anyone im leaving. Thank you god for the life you've given me, thank you everyone for being here.
Mods im going to self ban myself friday before I ctb. Im 18 years old, i know we all want to die badly, but know one thing, we are all family. Love can help.

Thats life

 

[Ghost2211]

I'm glad to have met you and to know you. Keeping an eye out for updates <3

 

[LMLN]

It's been an honor knowing you here. It sounds like you have really thought about this and are ready. I have to admit, it's hard for me to see such a young person leaving. I do hope you have exhausted all other options.
We are here to listen and talk.
Peace and love to you. ❤ I hope you find the peace you crave.

 

[MsMaudlin]

I'm glad to have been your friend.
Love and peace
❤

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I'm sorry
I wish you could stay. But if you go, you know I wish you only the best.
That Johnny Cash song always said it all for me. So sad.

 

[TCA]

I once laid in bed crying to this song. I love you man. Find peace.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I didn't get the chance to know you all that much since I'm still a newbie around here myself. I hope your last days are very enjoyable for you.

Before the date gets here, there is one thing I need to know first. That GIF that you are using as your avatar, where did that come from? I feel like whatever movie or show it comes from is something I've watched before, but... I can't remember what it is. For some reason, it's bugging me that I can't remember.

Anyway, here is a hug for you.

 

[TimeTheTaleWereTold]

sending love and strength

 

[HorribleFeelings1]

I didn't get the chance to know you all that much since I'm still a newbie around here myself. I hope your last days are very enjoyable for you.

Before the date gets here, there is one thing I need to know first. That GIF that you are using as your avatar, where did that come from? I feel like whatever movie or show it comes from is something I've watched before, but... I can't remember what it is. For some reason, it's bugging me that I can't remember.

Anyway, here is a hug for you.

I found it on the internet, just look up finger shooting head or something that's how I found it

 

[zeroambition]

I'm so sorry it came to this. I wish you all the best and hope you find peace.

 

[enjoy]

peace and hugs. we're with you no matter what decision you make.

 

[TAW122]

I wish you peace and comfort when your time comes and glad that this place has been helpful for you.

 

[Banquo501]

I didn't get the chance to know you all that much since I'm still a newbie around here myself. I hope your last days are very enjoyable for you.

Before the date gets here, there is one thing I need to know first. That GIF that you are using as your avatar, where did that come from? I feel like whatever movie or show it comes from is something I've watched before, but... I can't remember what it is. For some reason, it's bugging me that I can't remember.

Anyway, here is a hug for you.

The gif is from the film Scott Pilgrim Vs The World.

 

[russian_roulette]

Find the peace you deserve. Warm hugs!

 

[CuddleHug]

I'll be thinking about you on Friday and send virtual hugs to keep you calm and relaxed when you go

Sad to see you leave, of course, but also happy for you

 

[Lostandfound7]

Hey Lil bro..just wanna know y u pushed ur date up?? Y?
Talk to me..I'm here for u

 

[Largeletters]

I'm glad to come across your post. We are all here for you in the process, whether you do it or not. I hope you find peace.

 

[HorribleFeelings1]

should I get drunk, I only have two days left

 

[Lostandfound7]

Nope...lol

 

[PoisonedJuliet]

I will be spiritually holding your hand until your time has come. I'm truly sorry life has brought you to this point but I am happy knowing that you will finally get the peace that you truly deserve. It will be sad to see you go but I wish you a safe and painless journey. Lots of hugs and enjoy yourself for your final hours we are here whenever and if ever you need us. Goodbye friend

 

[AlreadyGone]

Good luck. I hope you find the peace you are seeking.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I'm sorry that your life is so bad at 18, and that you see CTB as your only way out. You can change your mind 1000 times, and we will still be here for you.

 

[Otter]

I didn't get the chance to know you all that much since I'm still a newbie around here myself. I hope your last days are very enjoyable for you.

Before the date gets here, there is one thing I need to know first. That GIF that you are using as your avatar, where did that come from? I feel like whatever movie or show it comes from is something I've watched before, but... I can't remember what it is. For some reason, it's bugging me that I can't remember.

Anyway, here is a hug for you.

Its from a movie. "Scott Pilgrim"

 

[rntmss]

Hope you are at peace with your decision, my friend.

 

[Crushed_Innocence]

Hello beautiful soul..... Im so sorry such agony brought you to this at the tender age of 18. May your journey be peaceful & you find the relief you deserve.

 

[HorribleFeelings1]

hey everyone, I am horriblefeelings because of how horrible my emotions are. Some of you may know me by max. Last week I made a my goodbye thread and the amount of support i got from all of you made me the happiest, but you all saw how I wasn't confident of my date. It's true i wasn't ready, it seemed like a cry for help most likely as well. Im sorry for scaring you all. But im finally leaving for real this time. Friday 2/28 is my CTB date and I AM READY :). I don't want to repeat my thread so https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/thats-life-goodbye-everyone.31996/

that thread is my goodbye thread and explains all. Im going to enjoy my life till friday one more time. I need you SS family till my date, only three days, not so bad :) im going to prepare myself for death and say my goodbyes without hinting at anyone im leaving. Thank you god for the life you've given me, thank you everyone for being here.
Mods im going to self ban myself friday before I ctb. Im 18 years old, i know we all want to die badly, but know one thing, we are all family. Love can help.

Thats life

Im postponing my CTB till saturday for more time everyone!

 

[HadEnough1974]

Im postponing my CTB till saturday for more time everyone!

Take all the time you need my friend. You will be missed. I haven't forgotten about you.

 

[reapandsow918]

If you decide to proceed, I hope you pass peacefully.

 

[jgm63]

If you go ahead, then wishing you a safe journey to somewhere better....

 

[TheLastGoodbye]

I'm sorry life has come to this for you. I hope you find the peace you're looking for, if you do decide to go.