My failed attempt and the new plan

[citrix_s]

Hello everyone, and sorry for my English. In January of this year, I tried CTB with SN. For the first 10 minutes, nothing happened, and I thought my SN was bad. But I started throwing up everything, and they found my goodbye note early, and I was in the hospital for 5 days recovering.

I'm planning a new CTB for this month. I'll try 20 lorazepam pills and SN. I hope to have a successful outcome.

I'll probably schedule the goodbye notes to be sent 1 day after the CTB this time so they can't ruin my attempt again.

 

[Jello Biafra]

Your English is fine - no need to apologize.

I'm sorry you are going through this.

You seem to already have a plan, so I won't interrupt, and only wish you peace in whatever you do.

 

[Traveller12724]

Hello everyone, and sorry for my English. In January of this year, I tried CTB with SN. For the first 10 minutes, nothing happened, and I thought my SN was bad. But I started throwing up everything, and they found my goodbye note early, and I was in the hospital for 5 days recovering.

I'm planning a new CTB for this month. I'll try 20 lorazepam pills and SN. I hope to have a successful outcome.

I'll probably schedule the goodbye notes to be sent 1 day after the CTB this time so they can't ruin my attempt again.

Did you use any nausea meds at all ? I am sorry to hear about everything, I can only wish you peace in whatever you want for yourself.

 

[citrix_s]

Did you use any nausea meds at all ? I am sorry to hear about everything, I can only wish you peace in whatever you want for yourself.

I didn't use any anti-nausea medication. That was another mistake of mine. I'll try to get some anti-nausea medication this time.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[w1ngedpearl]

I hope you'll find peace. As mentioned before, antiemetics are highly recommended to not throw up much. Best wishes for you.

 

[PhDone]

I guess what you went through last time didnt put you off SN. Sounds like benzos would help though. Wishing you peace. Thanks for posting.