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in the end, nothing matters
Sep 17, 2023
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I truly despise my appearance. Sometimes I can understand or be thankful for the fact that it's not worse, that i'm lucky i'm not any uglier, or deformed. But when I see my reflection, the sack of flesh that is me, I can't help but cry.
Oftentimes I consider mutilating myself, and I genuinely think that if I were to burn, or cut my face to a point where it's no longer recognizable, it'd be an improvement. I wouldn't be any prettier, but at the very least I wouldn't have a face. And I suppose that's about as good as it can get.
 
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