Crushed_Innocence

Crushed_Innocence

Hungry Ghost
Oct 16, 2019
423
The time is near you guys. After quite a few false starts. And 3 cancelled hotel bookings. I finally have come to the end. My CTB date is this Thursday. And as promised I wanted to share details about my method. I am using industiral helium. I did discover a neat trick to get all the air out the bag when its on your head. instead of just "scrunching" it- (in my dress rehersal) I put it on my head, scrunched it, but since I have a lot of hair, even in a bun there are gaps. So I just took the tube put it in my mouth and sucked the air out of it like a vaccum sealer bag. The plastic of the bag stuck to my head - just like those vaccum sealers bags for food and clothes. I'm so tired yall, I have been planning this for a year.

So my set up is a 40cf canister of industrial grade helium that I purchased online- it was pricey I think my the total with shipping was around $300
I have a regulator, but it's only function is to control the flow of helium into my bag, I don't need any measurements---- I just turn the tap on till the point the flow isn't so strong to blow the bag off my head.
I have my exit bag made Betty-style with a tube.
I have bungee cords to secure.
Everything fit neatly into a hardshell suitcase on wheels--- for easy transport and no detection when entering a hotel.

If you have any questions let me know.
 

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Ἡγησίας

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May 20, 2019
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It seems a great equipment! I wish you best of lucks if you finally decide to proceed. We will miss you here.
 
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Crushed_Innocence

Hungry Ghost
Oct 16, 2019
423
I wish you best of lucks if you finally decide to proceed. We will miss you here.

Thank you. This is a pretty elaborate plan. But I feel like its all going to work out. I can't wait for the suffering the end. 4 days feel like 4 years to wait! LOL.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
2,322
I see you put too much effort on planning your ctb. I wish you the best and I hope you find peace!
 
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SGDynamite

~No One Lives Forever~
May 11, 2020
30
Good preparation, we hope that it will be quick and painless and that you will soon be in a better place. All the best for you.
 
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plough22

Living but not really, just surviving
May 1, 2020
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The time is near you guys. After quite a few false starts. And 3 cancelled hotel bookings. I finally have come to the end. My CTB date is this Thursday. And as promised I wanted to share details about my method. I am using industiral helium. I did discover a neat trick to get all the air out the bag when its on your head. instead of just "scrunching" it- (in my dress rehersal) I put it on my head, scrunched it, but since I have a lot of hair, even in a bun there are gaps. So I just took the tube put it in my mouth and sucked the air out of it like a vaccum sealer bag. The plastic of the bag stuck to my head - just like those vaccum sealers bags for food and clothes. I'm so tired yall, I have been planning this for a year.

So my set up is a 40cf canister of industrial grade helium that I purchased online- it was pricey I think my the total with shipping was around $300
I have a regulator, but it's only function is to control the flow of helium into my bag, I don't need any measurements---- I just turn the tap on till the point the flow isn't so strong to blow the bag off my head.
I have my exit bag made Betty-style with a tube.
I have bungee cords to secure.
Everything fit neatly into a hardshell suitcase on wheels--- for easy transport and no detection when entering a hotel.

If you have any questions let me know.
You are well planned, I wish you peace, that's all we ask for. PM me the website re: helium.

wishing you a peaceful journey
 
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Crushed_Innocence

Hungry Ghost
Oct 16, 2019
423
I see you put too much effort on planning your ctb. I wish you the best and I hope you find peace!
Thank you. After all my suffering I needed a relaible and peaceful method. It felt good to construct it.
Good preparation, we hope that it will be quick and painless and that you will soon be in a better place. All the best for you.
Thank you. I have no doubt it will be.
 
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RileyTanaka

ill / failure
Mar 20, 2020
264
I read your previous post before this one and I'm sorry that other people have been so cruel to you. You deserved better. I know how it feels to keep trying to keep and maintain relationships only to have them fail in the end. If you do decide to proceed with your plan, I hope you can go peacefully without any trouble. Certainly it looks like you gave this a lot of thought.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,619
The time is near you guys. After quite a few false starts. And 3 cancelled hotel bookings. I finally have come to the end. My CTB date is this Thursday. And as promised I wanted to share details about my method. I am using industiral helium. I did discover a neat trick to get all the air out the bag when its on your head. instead of just "scrunching" it- (in my dress rehersal) I put it on my head, scrunched it, but since I have a lot of hair, even in a bun there are gaps. So I just took the tube put it in my mouth and sucked the air out of it like a vaccum sealer bag. The plastic of the bag stuck to my head - just like those vaccum sealers bags for food and clothes. I'm so tired yall, I have been planning this for a year.

So my set up is a 40cf canister of industrial grade helium that I purchased online- it was pricey I think my the total with shipping was around $300
I have a regulator, but it's only function is to control the flow of helium into my bag, I don't need any measurements---- I just turn the tap on till the point the flow isn't so strong to blow the bag off my head.
I have my exit bag made Betty-style with a tube.
I have bungee cords to secure.
Everything fit neatly into a hardshell suitcase on wheels--- for easy transport and no detection when entering a hotel.

If you have any questions let me know.
@Crushed_Innocence it's very sad you'll be going . I'll miss your posts, so selfishly i hope you postpone your ctb for a while. But it's your decision of course. That looks like a great setup. Could I PM you to ask how and where you got that cylinder of pure helium ?
 
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Crushed_Innocence

Hungry Ghost
Oct 16, 2019
423
@Crushed_Innocence it's very sad you'll be going . I'll miss your posts, so selfishly i hope you postpone your ctb for a while. But it's your decision of course. That looks like a great setup. Could I PM you to ask how and where you got that cylinder of pure helium ?
Of course you can. Im about to go to bed tho, so Ill answer you in the morn. Oh and tank you, your so sweet. I am going to miss this ocmmunity as well, but Ive already been postponing for a year! LMAO
 
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SGDynamite

~No One Lives Forever~
May 11, 2020
30
One day left, i hope you are Ready to go away. I think its not easy but the only Solution for a better Time. Stay strong in your last hours...
 
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Mare Tranquillitatis

Member
Mar 10, 2020
35
Thank you for the good photos of your equipment. all the best wishes to you!
 
LMLN

LMLN

Paragon
Aug 10, 2019
929
You will be missed here! It looks like you have a well thought out plan. We will be here no matter what happens. :heart:
 
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DonTellMeToStayAlive

DonTellMeToStayAlive

Student
Jan 18, 2019
129
are they gone now ?
It shows a strikethrough across their name, sorry I am new to the site
 
lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,470
are they gone now ?
It shows a strikethrough across their name, sorry I am new to the site
We really don't know. Either they're gone or decided not to ctb and never come back here. I hope the op is at peace whichever route they decided to take.

Just because a user has a strike over their name doesn't mean they ctb btw. They could just be done with the site or be banned for causing trouble.
 

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