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Berlin76

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Aug 18, 2019
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part 1
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-euthanesia-process-and-still-want-to-do-it-myself.27396/
part2
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-euthanesia-part-2.29923/
part 3
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-euthanesia-part-3.31048/
part 4
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-euthanasia-part-4-the-final-examination.33731/
part 5
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-euthanasia-part-5-and-fucking-corona.34937/

part 6

So this was my final day
I am almost gone only a few hours then I am gone by euthanasia in holland.

I want to thank a bunch of you guys like @wildmoon @Mud and others who I know here that were in contact with me .
this week was exhausting and i am so tired of al the things that had to be done and also the contacs i had with family and friends.

Today I had to start the meto regime for my euthanasia
I started at 19:00 with 1 pil 10 mg and again just now at 23:00 , tomorrow morning i need to take on at 07:00 and at 10:00 the final pil.
My euthanasia is at 11:00 in holland.

I dont have to say much at this moment to tired also.
It have been good to be here
thank you all for the support and laughs that we had.

Take care and stay safe from scammers

best regards

danny
 
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im glad things finally worked out for you. have a peaceful journey
 
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Berlin76

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Aug 18, 2019
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im glad things finally worked out for you. have a peaceful journey

Thank you I am also glad its almost over

wish you the best
 
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KiraLittleOwl

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Jan 25, 2019
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Safe and peaceful transition to you Danny
Good luck!
 
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Jan 16, 2020
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Hey man, good way to ctb. I hope you can find peace in the other side.
 
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TheNorthernSilence

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Nov 13, 2018
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I think a lot of people here appreciate your contributions on the N method and your journey with euthanasia. I'm sad that it has come to this, but at the same time I respect your decision and want you to be at peace. I wish you all the best, Danny.
 
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Mud.

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Oct 27, 2018
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I'm going to miss our talks and laughs my friend.
Thanks for all the support.

Peace to you and your family.
Stay strong.
I'll be thinking of you tomorrow.
 
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Busdriver

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Feb 11, 2020
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I was just thinking about you today, that today is your last whole day! Man, you are so lucky to leave this hellhole called life.

Nothing else matters anymore. No deadlines from work, targets, no rejections of any kind anymore, no diseases etc. No PAIN anymore!! EVER!!

I bet you tried to have a good last day, but was hard because life is just boring, hard and it sucks, even in the 'good' moments.

It was good to talk to you, bro. I was a lurker before, but seeing your profile made me want to join instantly and say 'hi' to you.

Have a peaceful passing. The suffering ends soon :hug: :love:
 
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LMLN

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Aug 10, 2019
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Peace and love to you!
 
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enjolras

Dead are useless if not to love the living more
Feb 13, 2020
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I respect and admire the determination and patience you showed to go through this procedure. May you be finally free of torment
 
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bpdandme

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Godspeed:heart:
 
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Berlin76

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Safe and peaceful transition to you Danny
Good luck!
thank you kira wish you all the best
I was just thinking about you today, that today is your last whole day! Man, you are so lucky to leave this hellhole called life.

Nothing else matters anymore. No deadlines from work, targets, no rejections of any kind anymore, no diseases etc. No PAIN anymore!! EVER!!

I bet you tried to have a good last day, but was hard because life is just boring, hard and it sucks, even in the 'good' moments.

It was good to talk to you, bro. I was a lurker before, but seeing your profile made me want to join instantly and say 'hi' to you.

Have a peaceful passing. The suffering ends soon :hug: :love:

hey bussdriver

yeah well today was fucking busy for me , had to go by everyone to say goodbye
but finally in bed now and just to tired of it all.

thank you bro, I wish you also the best
I respect and admire the determination and patience you showed to go through this procedure. May you be finally free of torment

yeah and its exhausting the wait but I am almost gone, just one more sleep and then breakfast light and then its over
 
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mpnf

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Oct 3, 2019
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It's good to read someone will be out of their misery like tomorrow literally by euthanasia.
Wish you a peaceful journey and that you find what you want after all.
 
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Hope everything goes well
 
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Nov 25, 2019
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Take care, Danny. I'm glad you're at peace at this moment and actually looking forward to it. That's how it should be. I'm sorry it has come to this and you will be missed, but I wish you all the best and solace on the other side.

Dirk
 
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Nov 23, 2018
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Safe travels dear berlin! You will be missed. Thank you for sharing so useful Infos with us! I wish you a peaceful journey and rest easy.
 
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Hope you find the peace that you need. Rest well!
 
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cursum.perficio

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Nov 26, 2019
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Rest well. I hope Canada is as humane as the Netherlands and Belgium and allows assisted-dying for severe psychiatric conditions in the future.
 
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Berlin76

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Aug 18, 2019
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I just woke up have a splitting headache.
Need to take one more meto at 10:00.

Thank you everyone for everything.
 
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faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
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I wish you a good luck and a safe journey!
This is your time. Your pain will fade away soon.
Euthanasia is a great achievement and I am glad you have a decent way to end your struggles...
Hope you find your peace and thank you for sharing with us all your experience!
#MakeEuthanasiaLegalAroundTheWorld
 
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Feb 2, 2020
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sending you all my love
 
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Berlin76

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Aug 18, 2019
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Thanks again.
Just had my last phone calk with friends in Italy. It fucking hurts but its ok i can rest after today. Just one more hour
 
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Jan 11, 2019
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Thanks again.
Just had my last phone calk with friends in Italy. It fucking hurts but its ok i can rest after today. Just one more hour

I'm sorry it came to this. I hope that you will find peace. May I ask what lead you to this point?
 
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Brackenshire

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Peace and love Danny
 
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wildmoon

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Aug 19, 2019
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Danny! I feel so sad I did not see this post until now and I did not get to say goodbye. I hope you know I am grateful for our chats and your help, it was a great comfort in hard times.
I wish you peace and love and I know you are now free from pain.
:heart::heart:
 
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jgm63

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Oct 28, 2019
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Sorry I missed this thread @Berlin76
I hope you are somewhere very beautiful now.
I feel pretty sure you are.

:heart:
 
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Shakespear's Brother

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Sep 10, 2019
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oh shoot, buddy. will miss you.
 
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