My dog is one of the reasons i want to die

[lastexit717@proton.]

My parents are living whit me while his new house gets build (maybe until 2025) and his old small dog of 15 years, is restless , it paces all day making a terrible noise whit his paws and barks at empty spaces all day (i know its because meybe he is senile already )he pees in all the house because he was never trained by my parents and its stressing me so much , im the one who take it to walk and since he cant use stairs anymore i need to pick it up and carrying from my 5 floor to the park outside a whole yard , and it takes forever for him to defecate , and when im finally getting a little bit relaxed or star working ....surprise, its time to take him outisde again, i feel like a bad person for hating him , he doesnt love me much and constantly bites me.
I just want it to ven but he is one of the factors while i want to die

 

[yearsoflonliness]

Man. I get you completely. Society says you're not allowed to ever be mad at or hate dogs. However it's natural to get upset. You're not a bad person for hating him.

Personally I love dogs, but I've definitely been pissed off at them before. It's not their fault.

It's your parents fault for not training the dog to only go outside. I'm betting they don't care. It's quite disrespectful of them to make you put up with their dog while they stay with you. Why don't they walk him or care for him? Why does that fall onto you?

He probably is senile, so it would be very difficult to train him now. Especially if he's never had a restriction on where he can pee before.

Ideally your parents should be the ones to figure out the solution to the problems he has. There's not much to do in this situation. Did you bring it up with them?

 

[AdaSmiles]

It is not the dog's fault. Please be lenient with him. What are the other factors that make you wanna die?

 

[lastexit717@proton.]

It is not the dog's fault. Please be lenient with him. What are the other factors that make you wanna die?

i migth be in some watchlist because of a cloud mistake and paranoia is killing me, i turn from a functional adult into a permanent emotional wreck overnigth , dont worry about the dog, im incapable of hurting or discharging my frustration on other beings, i know im the only responsible for my fuck up, i just want everything to end

 

[AdaSmiles]

i migth be in some watchlist because of a cloud mistake and paranoia is killing me, i turn from a functional adult into a permanent emotional wreck overnigth , dont worry about the dog, im incapable of hurting or discharging my frustration on other beings, i know im the only responsible for my fuck up, i just want everything to end

Why do you think you are responsible?

 

[lastexit717@proton.]

Why do you think you are responsible?

look for the Stay Way from 4CHAN post u_u, i cant repeat it , it hurts me

 

[Illegal Preclear]

Dealing with a sick pet is a huge stress factor. My family's last dog had cancer and we had to do the same stuff - carry her up and down the steps, clean up her accidents when her bowels failed, constant trips to the vet...emotionally it tore us apart. My current dog is actually one of my CTB reasons - because I want the dog to outlive me. I don't want to go through that heartbreak again.

 

[lastexit717@proton.]

Dealing with a sick pet is a huge stress factor. My family's last dog had cancer and we had to do the same stuff - carry her up and down the steps, clean up her accidents when her bowels failed, constant trips to the vet...emotionally it tore us apart. My current dog is actually one of my CTB reasons - because I want the dog to outlive me. I don't want to go through that heartbreak again.

its not even sick its just old and it hates me , i just try to gave him a bath because its too old to go to the stylist anymore and it bite me and almost made me fell in the bathub , i reacted quickly and get a grip , but in hindisgh i wish i didnt have reflexes and i could be dead at this very moment.