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I decided that it's better to be safe than sorry and have even more opioids on the way, here's the current concoction:

12mg Xanax

The 650mg Isopyne-mix capsules

25 fent pressed M30 pills that I'm going to crush up and mix with Yoohoo to make fentanyl chocolate milk.

This feels like it should be impossible to save me from unless I'm found too soon, which I'll make sure won't happen. Is there anything else obvious that I'm missing? Maybe I should put half the crushed pills in the Yoohoo and snort the other half to account for multiple ROAs?
 
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adamantc

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I decided that it's better to be safe than sorry and have even more opioids on the way, here's the current concoction:

12mg Xanax

The 650mg Isopyne-mix capsules

25 fent pressed M30 pills that I'm going to crush up and mix with Yoohoo to make fentanyl chocolate milk.

This feels like it should be impossible to save me from unless I'm found too soon, which I'll make sure won't happen. Is there anything else obvious that I'm missing? Maybe I should put half the crushed pills in the Yoohoo and snort the other half to account for multiple ROAs?
Fentanyl is not medically available in 30mg dose (I think that's what you mean by M30). It is dosed in mcg. I'd be extremely wary, as the fentanyl is doing the heavy lifting here. If it is compounded with other substances, you may not ingest a lethal dose, and there may be serious consequences. Xanax may help, but 12mg is quite a low dose. Be careful, I'd advise you to wait for more opioids before taking a serious attempt.
 
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Fentanyl is not medically available in 30mg dose (I think that's what you mean by M30). It is dosed in mcg. I'd be extremely wary, as the fentanyl is doing the heavy lifting here. If it is compounded with other substances, you may not ingest a lethal dose, and there may be serious consequences. Xanax may help, but 12mg is quite a low dose. Be careful, I'd advise you to wait for more opioids before taking a serious attempt.
Isotonitazepyne is a synthetic opioid several times stronger than fentany and deadly in the micrograms.

The M30s are fake Oxycodones advertised as being pressed with fentanyl specifically.

I have way more Xanax but wouldn't the opioids do way more than the Xanax?
 
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Isotonitazepyne is a synthetic opioid several times stronger than fentany and deadly in the micrograms.

The M30s are fake Oxycodones advertised as being pressed with fentanyl specifically.

I have way more Xanax but wouldn't the opioids do way more than the Xanax?
Sincere apologies. Did not recognise what you meant by 'isopyne'. With that drug, your attempt is almost certain to be successful. I'd avoid Xanax, you won't need it.
 
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Sincere apologies. Did not recognise what you meant by 'isopyne'. With that drug, your attempt is almost certain to be successful. I'd avoid Xanax, you won't need it.
It's still decently cut so just to be safe I'm gonna also boof a gram of fentanyl right after swallowing the pills
 
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It's still decently cut so just to be safe I'm gonna also boof a gram of fentanyl right after swallowing the pills
That's hilarious. Boofing a gram of fent as a 'just in case'.. :') May you go in peace.
 
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