OMG Im so sorry for you, what an awful thing to happen. What a beautiful fur baby. Hes adorable. I love his smooshy face. I love cats paws, like getting them in your palms and squeezing them....sorry. But im a real cat lover. Everything about them i find adorable. What was your babys name? Its a loss like no other when you lose a fur baby. When I lost Baxter, my last fur baby, I came outside to find him just lying outside alongside the house. He hadnt been run over or anything, he was just dead. The vet thought he must have just had a heart attack. He was about 10yrs old. Hed not long had surgery to have one of his eyes removed due to a cancer he got in it. So he was just learning to live with one eye. Cats look so cute with just one eye, well Baxter looked so cute to me with one eye. Its such a heavy loss when they go, so I really do feel for you. It took me a long time before i could look at his place on the bed without crying. Make sure you keep a little clipping of his hair. He was such a good looking boy. The photo of him on the window sill is particularly gorgeous, hes looking kind of wistfull, or thoughtfull. Is the profile pic him as a baby? Ohhhhh too cute now Im going to cry. I really am sorry. Here if you need to talk.