My bus is arriving tonight- ticket in hand

[dontwantocareanymore]

I have experienced SS for less than a week & let me tell ya... this place is such a blessing, minus some inevitable drama I've witnessed & a few deplorable people.

CO2, a bunch of alcohol, & possibly SWB. Whatever to get the job done as to look accidental. I've never felt more ready.
I decided in early September that CTB is for me. I really wish I had found this place sooner- I have made some incredible connections in such a short amount of time. I will check in when the time comes.

A big "thank you" to you amazing individuals, though no phrase could capture the amazing support/love I've received on my personal journey. Big hugs & I hold in my heart your personal journeys as well.

 

[Okami]

I wish you peace with your journey.

 

[albino_elk]

even if You miss the buss its okay, i believe hope dies the last and maybe something could change in Your life for the better even tho i'm hopeless myself. Good luck and write something after some time if you failed and how You feel about it ^^

 

[Ghost2211]

I hope your journey is swift and peaceful. It makes me happy to hear we were a positive element in your life.

 

[6Judas6]

The more you force yourself to remember why you have made this decision, most likely you will not change your mind when survival instincts attack you. Keep that in mind my friend. Good trip

 

[WornOutLife]

Enjoy your bus drive! I bet what's coming is much better than this life and world!
It's been a pleasure to meet you.
See u around, pal.

 

[Huntfish34]

Wishing you nothing but Blessings and Love. Be safe. .

 

[Silvermorning]

Keep us updated, if you can. Hugging you.

 

[SelfLiberation]

I hope you will find peace.

 

[sadworld]

Wishing you a peaceful and painless journey

 

[NekoNomNom]

Wishing you a safe and peaceful journey.

We'll be here should you need us.

 

[dontwantocareanymore]

even if You miss the buss its okay, i believe hope dies the last and maybe something could change in Your life for the better even tho i'm hopeless myself. Good luck and write something after some time if you failed and how You feel about it ^^

I believe that as well...I've pondered that maybe the "what ifs" are part of SI. I have come to terms with it. Thank you so much for the love... you & all of you.

 

[AJ95]

Wishing you a fast and painless journey

What time are you going?

 

[dontwantocareanymore]

The more you force yourself to remember why you have made this decision, most likely you will not change your mind when survival instincts attack you. Keep that in mind my friend. Good trip

These were my very thoughts when I attempted the last time. I am more than my SI & I will succeed. Thank you so much for your comment.

 

[Varstraben]

I wish you a good travel and a peaceful night. I hope to join your sleep soon.

 

[dontwantocareanymore]

Wishing you a fast and painless journey

What time are you going?

Thanks, AJ. Probably around 11:00 MST, USA.

I wish you a good travel and a peaceful night. I hope to join your sleep soon.

Oh, man... you said it all. To not wake up again, will be my Heaven.

 

[jing]

I'm sorry that life has treated you badly. I'm glad you choose to put an end to the suffering. Wishing you a swift and peaceful journey.

 

[Rn110bg101]

Good night. I hope you'll be at peace.

 

[LastWhisper]

I wish you peace. Sleep well.

 

[Brackenshire]

A calm heart and a peaceful journey friend if you decide to stay welcome home

 

[death137]

Peace be with you

 

[HelloHell]

I wish you a peaceful journey! Good luck!

 

[wanttodie]

good luck

 

[UpandDownPrincess]

May you find whatever you're looking for on the other side. Have a lovely sleep.

 

[Tsundere]

I hope your departure is peaceful. good luck \‾ (`-` )

 

[TAW122]

I'm glad that this community has given you solace and the support/love that you are seeking for. I hope you are able to have a peaceful ride on the bus.

 

[Mimi79]

Peaceful journey

 

[dontwantocareanymore]

Amazing how individuals on an online forum can be more comforting than most of the relationships I've had in my life. I am so grateful for you all. It's highly unlikely that I won't make it through to the other side tonight, but if I don't: I definitely know where to come back to.

 

[Donewiyhitall]

Love and swift light, to you