my bus arrives on sep 9th

[S u i c i d e]

This date is very important to me.
Last year on September 9th, I was pregnant with my unborn child and had it aborted.
I had it aborted because one of the many reasons was that the father of the baby left me after I told him I was pregnant and how could I have raised our child on my own without his help?
I haven't had any contact with him since the abortion and now I regret the decision that I had my baby aborted.
I miss my baby and the only thing I have left of my baby are pregnancy tests and ultrasounds.
On September 9th of this year, I'm going to end my life so I can finally be with my baby and my friends who killed themselves.
I'm not afraid to die, I'm really looking forward to it.
I'll finally have my peace, forever.

 

[EternalShore]

:( I'm sorry for how bad you feel bad after you aborted your baby. You made a mistake, and we all make mistakes. But killing yourself in regret isn't going to bring the baby back and in fact, you'll never be able to have another one if you do that! >_< I've heard there are professional places you can call for abortion-related therapy, so I'd recommend calling one of those before trying. :)
Anyways, may you go in peace if you do so anyways. o7

 

[MrDarkness]

I'm so sorry for you losing your baby, I hate how people say abortion is easy on females, I hope you find peace in life or death. If you do pass, make sure to make some noise in the after and party with the other souls, I'll be there soon. Gl

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find true peace from all the suffering, it's such a hellish existence where there's all this unnecessary torment.

 

[StaticCryBabye]

My sincerest apologies for the tragic events that have befallen you, especially the loss of your precious baby. It pains me to imagine the sorrow you must be enduring. I genuinely wish for you to find solace and tranquility as you navigate through this distressing period. May your path be devoid of any further obstacles, and may you be blessed with a seamless reunion with your beloved child. Wishing you the best of luck, and may you finally attain the eternal and undisturbed sleep that has eluded you for so long.

 

[The anhedonic one]

I can't imagine the depth of pain you must be feeling over the loss of your baby. I'm so sorry you were forced into the decision by your boyfriend's lack of support.
Life is cruel and unforgiving for some of us.
I hope you find peace in whatever you decide.

 

[90starve]

im so sorry that life dealt you a cruel hand. i also had an abortion - it can be devastating. thinking of you <3

 

[Fktw0rld]

I'm sorry for all the tragedy and misfortune you've experienced. Heavy weights to carry. I'll be leaving in early September as well. See you on the other side.

 

[stainedtips]

That's near the date of my first attempt. I'm sorry for all that's happened to you. I'm glad you have found peace and accepted your death date. You will honor the attempt I could never follow up. I wish you the best in whatever you choose to do