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Marco77
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- Aug 18, 2024
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Sorry for my English, but I have to use the translator. Towards the first days of July the love of my life committed suicide. He wrote me a message at 8.14pm, and I immediately called for help and with the car at full speed I tried to get to where he was (abandoned construction site near home). I knew where he was because I had a GPS in his car for some time. He had already attempted suicide 3 years ago and I saved him, but this time it went differently.
I arrived at 8.46pm, and it was all over. The police cut the cord and he had already left me forever. I have an emptiness inside me, a pain that doesn't let me breathe. I want to leave the same way, but I'm afraid of suffering. I want to hang myself and stop existing forever. I cry every day, I live on his memories and little by little I'm dying inside. I feel like all the lights are going out and I feel this life like a cage where I scream and no one hears me. Tell me the hanging will be quick and I will suffer little.
I arrived at 8.46pm, and it was all over. The police cut the cord and he had already left me forever. I have an emptiness inside me, a pain that doesn't let me breathe. I want to leave the same way, but I'm afraid of suffering. I want to hang myself and stop existing forever. I cry every day, I live on his memories and little by little I'm dying inside. I feel like all the lights are going out and I feel this life like a cage where I scream and no one hears me. Tell me the hanging will be quick and I will suffer little.