ABadPerson
something's off | internet black goop
- Oct 24, 2025
- 31
I sleep a lot, like a lot; it's as though I run constantly on low fuel no matter how much, how consistently or how long I sleep it's unbearable.
I'm just constantly tired, extremely tired to where my body is just constant exertion to do just about any task. I still work out hard as it's one of the obligations I place onto myself for a while now but just living life gets so draining that I would sometimes collapse at home, just a genuine blackout where I forget where I am or what time of day it is.
I've been on sleeping medication and it never really helped as, again, it's like this no matter how good or bad of a sleep Ive had or how consistently it is. I have genuine permanent dark circles from this seemingly life long sleep deprivity… I can't even remember if I never not been like this.
I'm just constantly tired, extremely tired to where my body is just constant exertion to do just about any task. I still work out hard as it's one of the obligations I place onto myself for a while now but just living life gets so draining that I would sometimes collapse at home, just a genuine blackout where I forget where I am or what time of day it is.
I've been on sleeping medication and it never really helped as, again, it's like this no matter how good or bad of a sleep Ive had or how consistently it is. I have genuine permanent dark circles from this seemingly life long sleep deprivity… I can't even remember if I never not been like this.