Venting my birthday... again

[Yaka]

Two hours ago central time it was my b-day (feb 11th) ...My 19th b-day

Birthdays to me are just a reminder about how I am still stuck in this fucking place
this damn house - with my parents - they have used me one more year
Just before I turned 18 is when I chose that I would get out within that year and look at my dumbass now, still stuck
My parents have lied so much to keep me stuck so they can keep using me and I do not know how much longer I can make it in this forever hell

I am so tired of being used and abused
I can't wait to ctb

 

[returntothevoid]

My birthday is coming up end of this month and that's all they are to me too. Every birthday I just ask myself how did I get here again. Every year is just the same old loop I can't escape. I never thought I'd make it this far. I always wonder at what age I'll finally bite the bullet

 

[mortuarymary]

Happy birthday with hugs

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it so dreadful how many humans just create much more suffering, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.