Venting Mutual CTB with SN and I can't help but feel jealous

[powerchicken]

Had a friend of a friend CTB with SN recently and I can't get the image of the bottle they posted out of my head, I've been wanting to CTB with SN since finding the forum a couple months back but it's impossible to get here (Canada) and I presume was easier to find in the US. My hope on living continues to wain and I can't help but feel like this is the best option for me.

 

[madameviolette]

I'm jealous Canada has MAiD tbh. I'd have chosen that option but oh well I live in France so it's either jumping in front of a train or hanging yourself

Can't you order online and get it shipped ?

 

[Samael96]

Had a friend of a friend CTB with SN recently and I can't get the image of the bottle they posted out of my head, I've been wanting to CTB with SN since finding the forum a couple months back but it's impossible to get here (Canada) and I presume was easier to find in the US. My hope on living continues to wain and I can't help but feel like this is the best option for me.

I apologize for asking but do you have more info on how he passed out? How much did he take? How long did he fast? And most importantly how long did it take for him to go since ingesting?