Musings about suicide

[Dokuta_Kiriko]

Good evening. I've been thinking a lot about suicide lately, since I have a chronic disease that is getting worse lately... I think that my time is coming to an end, since I refuse to abandon my autonomy and dignity. The thing that torments me the most is that I love many people and know that I'm loved in return, and my choice will likely devastate them. Nevertheless, I do truly feel that my life is my own, for better or for worse, and even though I do love my people, I don't want to live a life that's only based on the suffering of others; not even my own. Any thoughts that you would like to share with me? Thanks.

 

[FuneralCry]

It really is so horrible to me how people have to suffer so much in this existence all through no fault of their own, I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.

 

[Dokuta_Kiriko]

It really is so horrible to me how people have to suffer so much in this existence all through no fault of their own, I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.

Thanks. I hope so too.

 

[attheend13]

Good evening. I've been thinking a lot about suicide lately, since I have a chronic disease that is getting worse lately... I think that my time is coming to an end, since I refuse to abandon my autonomy and dignity. The thing that torments me the most is that I love many people and know that I'm loved in return, and my choice will likely devastate them. Nevertheless, I do truly feel that my life is my own, for better or for worse, and even though I do love my people, I don't want to live a life that's only based on the suffering of others; not even my own. Any thoughts that you would like to share with me? Thanks.

For years I wished to be loved truly loved. I thought it would fix it, but it just exposes how selfish and what a victim I am. So kms and break a promise or stay and ruin the lives of those I love. I'm poison. Wish I could just drink me.