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went on a hunt for bands with >5k listeners on spotify, my spoils were plentiful
 
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Jul 29, 2023
492

I was going down memory lane the last few days. And honestly, Pigface reminds me of being a kid again. It's noisy like youth and rebellious like I used to be.
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Linkin Park-Crawling :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self-control, I fear, is never-ending
Controlling, I can't seem

To find myself again, my walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence
I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take
I've felt this way before, so insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Discomfort endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting (distracting), reacting
Against my will, I stand beside my own reflection (my own reflection)
It's haunting (it's haunting) how I can't seem

To find myself again, my walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence
I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take
I've felt this way before, so insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real

(There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface)
(Consuming) confusing what is real
(This lack of self-control, I fear, is never-ending)
(Controlling) confusing what is real
 
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DocNo

whatever
Oct 30, 2020
1,743


fill me up with the milk of your ancestors - too much for 1982 society
 
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Sakura.

Sakura.

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Hello! I would like to introduce you to Hekuto Pascal, a Japanese artist who is one of my favorite musicians.

Hekuto creates beautiful, moving, melancholic music. It is worth getting acquainted with her artistic achievements.

Hekuto Pascal - Hikkoshi

 
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ctbcat

Yes, the everlasting contrast.
Jul 14, 2023
220


somebody please just kill me
 
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Sep 13, 2023
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"Sometimes I feel all Im ever doing is trying to convince myself Im alive"
 
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Sakura.

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May 1, 2024
51
Today I would like to offer you something a bit more cheerful than the songs I usually post here.

Asagohan no Uta by Aoi Teshima - the opening song of the anime Coquelicot-zaka kara (From Up on Poppy Hill).

 
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HarryCobean

Member
Apr 12, 2024
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fill me up with the milk of your ancestors - too much for 1982 society

That is awesome. That's going straight onto my "WTF?!!?!" playlist...
 
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May 9, 2024
307


This one is such a fun song
 
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Apr 12, 2024
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I don't usually go for this lot's humour but I like this one...
 
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ctbcat

Yes, the everlasting contrast.
Jul 14, 2023
220


stellar fucking bridge :-]
 
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Sakura.

Sakura.

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May 1, 2024
51
Yesterday, by accident, I automatically played a song that was the theme song of one of the characters from Clannad (I haven't read it yet).

I liked it very much!

 
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Artemisia

Experienced
May 24, 2024
220






Poets of the Fall, my favourite band. I'm not even sure why, it just clicks with me. I mostly listened to music while driving and had a CD with their music playing on loop for years.
 
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Feb 12, 2023
96

makes me feel like an immortal ghosty forest creature
 
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Serial Experi Pain

I hate me more :P
Sep 12, 2023
80


For years, you've been trapped in all your lies
Bending all the truths just to hide your burdened mind
Yet you know that something wasn't right
You lost a piece of you as you waded through the nights
But enough was enough, you always told yourself
That you'd never find your happiness if you remained in hell
The mask you wore outside was a detriment to health
But yet you would still hide all the cracks that began to break your shell
In the moments you feel pain, that's when everything should change
You are better than the falseness of the words they try and say
You are more than just you, you are everything today
You are all the things you needed, not the target of your blame
These mask that we wear are the burdens of our shame
Yet we cannot take them off, for they've been glued down into place
And we like the way it feels when nobody sees our pain
For if all were revealed, we would have to face a change

[Hook]
I like the way it feels
With your eyes on me
It gets so hard to conceal
That I'm falling deep
I like the way it feels
When I'm falling deep
I'm falling deep
I'm falling deep
It gets so hard to conceal
I like the way it feels
It gets so hard to conceal
I'm falling deep
I'm falling deep



[Verse 1]
Talk big on the socials
I'm throwing my words like a nato
Hard on my exo, hiding out, running away from my sins, though
It's part of my fable
Scribbled out all of my facts on the table
Buried it deep down, I didn't let the pain show
Wearing my mask 'cause I can't let the world
Uh, uh, my weakness
My carpe diem with my demons
My lock on my chest for my feelings
My dark in my bed when I'm sleeping
I'm losing my grip, my mind's leaving
Hiding all the venom in my head when I'm speaking
Hanging by the edge of a thread that I'm weaving
Can't get a breath of fresh air but I need this

[Hook]
I like the way it feels
With your eyes on me
It gets so hard to conceal
That I'm falling deep
I like the way it feels
When I'm falling deep
I'm falling deep
I'm falling deep
I like the way it feels
With your eyes on me
It gets so hard to conceal
That I'm falling deep
I like the way it feels
When I'm falling deep
I'm falling deep
I'm falling deep
It gets so hard to conceal
I like the way it feels
It gets so hard to conceal
I'm falling deep
I'm falling deep
I'm falling deep
I'm falling deep


[Verse 2]
I like the way it feels
When I take my fears and hide
It gets so hard to conceal
If I start to lose my life
I like the way it feels
I'll just keep a mask on me
On me
On me
On me
Go

[Hook]
I like the way it feels
With your eyes on me
It gets so hard to conceal
That I'm falling deep
I like the way it feels
When I'm falling deep
I'm falling deep
I'm falling deep
I like the way it feels
With your eyes on me
It gets so hard to conceal
That I'm falling deep
I like the way it feels
When I'm falling deep
I'm falling deep
I'm falling deep
It gets so hard to conceal
I like the way it feels
It gets so hard to conceal
I'm falling deep
I'm falling deep
I like the way it feels
I like the way it feels


[Outro]
And if that change was something good
Would you take it to your heart or just do as they say you should?
Would you break down all the walls that began to form a cage?
Would you open up your eyes just to see yourself again?
Will you be the one who fights against the forms of you
Just to change how you're designed into something that is true
Would you break free from the lie and choose to change your path?
Or remain who you are behind your mask
 
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Bring Me The Horizon-Top 10 Statues That Cried Blood :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








I guess that some of us
Are just born with tragedy
In our blood
It's just basic chemistry

OR maybe all these open wounds
Is how the light gets into you
Cos I'm starting to realise

No one's gonna come and
Rescue me
I'm drowning in my sleep
The scars have got too deep
And no amount of love could
Set you free
The fight's inside
I'll take myself to hell and back
Tonight we go to war

Someone put a gun
Straight to our hearts
And paint the walls with our love
There's a world of hurt in us

And maybe once we spill our guts
We can stitch ourselves back up
Yeah I'm starting to realise

No one's gonna come and
Rescue me
I'm drowning in my sleep
The scars have got too deep
And no amount of love could
Set you free
The fight's inside
I'll take myself to hell and back
Tonight we go to war

Cos I know
That you're low
But once you hit the bottom
At least there's nowhere to go but up
Yeah I know
That you're low
But once you hit the bottom
AT least there's nowhere to go but up

Yeah
The hardest thing you'll ever know
Is there's no love like your own
No, there's no love like your own

Cos no one's gonna come and
Rescue me
I'm drowning in my sleep
The scars have got too deep
And no amount of love could
Set you free
The fight's inside
I'll take myself to hell and back

No one's gonna come and
Rescue me
I'm drowning in my sleep
The scars have got too deep
And no amount of love could
Set you free
The fight's inside
I'll take myself to hell and back
Tonight we go to war
 
Sakura.

Sakura.

Chciałbym, żeby wszystko się już skończyło.
May 1, 2024
51
Air Guitar - a beautiful and touching piece of music from Katawa Shoujo.

 
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Specialist
May 9, 2024
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I really like songs with this type of vibe tbh
 
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Life Is My Coffin

Life Is My Coffin

One final action ⚰️⚰️⚰️
Oct 13, 2023
241
He's one man dsbm (depressive suicidal black metal) band. But it's not the typical black metal. He can sing. His albums tell a great story and it's filled with love emotions.
Kẽhkt Arakh is not DSBM
It's just regular (albeit very overrated) black metal bro... idk how you get the idea this is "depressive" or "suicidal" at all when barely any such sound or themes exist in his music...

...this is DSBM 👇🏻









 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Toad The Wet Sprocket-All I Want :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Nothing's so loud
As hearing when we lie
The truth is not kind
And you've said, neither am I

And the air outside's so soft
Is saying everything
Everything

All I want is to feel this way
To be this close, to feel the same
All I want is to feel this way
The evening speaks, I feel it say

Nothing's so cold
As closing the heart when all we need
Is to free the soul
But we wouldn't be that brave, I know

And the air outside's so soft
Confessing everything
Everything

All I want is to feel this way
To be this close, to feel the same
All I want is to feel this way
The evening speaks, I feel it say

And it won't matter now
Whatever happens will be
Though the air speaks of all we'll never be
It won't trouble me

All I want is to feel this way
To be this close, to feel the same
All I want is to feel this way
The evening speaks, I feel it say

(All I want is to feel this way) it feels so close
(To be this close, to feel the same) let it take me in
(All I want is to feel this way) let it hold me, so
(The evening speaks, I feel it say) I can feel it say
 
Sakura.

Sakura.

Chciałbym, żeby wszystko się już skończyło.
May 1, 2024
51
White as Snow - a beautiful instrumental piece of music from the visual novel ONE.

 
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