settheory

settheory

Bundle of perceptions
Jul 29, 2021
457
Aphex Twin - Yellow Calx
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,449
 
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nembutal

nembutal

everything will be okay in the end
Jul 14, 2022
334


sleepy time song
 
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LocalAngel

LocalAngel

Lost, wanting out.
Feb 7, 2023
216


It's a song about someone pushing their optimism onto another who doesn't want it, and how they view it as toxic. Do i need to say anything more?
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
8,981
P!nk-Never Not Gonna Dance Again :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
I wanna dance in the rain.... Maybe a bolt of lightning will strike me. :wink:










If someone told me that
The world would end tonight
You could take all that I got
For once I wouldn't start a fight (yeah, right)

You could have my liquor
Take my dinner, take my fun
My birthday cake, my soul, my dog
Take everything I love

But, oh, one thing I'm never gonna do
Is throw away my dancin' shoes and
Oh, Lord, don't try me, really, not tonight

I'll lay down and die
I'll scream and I'll cry
We've already wasted enough time

I'm never gonna not dance again
I'm never gonna not dance again
Oh, I just wanna pop and lock to my records
There go all of my clothes
Never gonna not dance again (oh)

D-d-d-dance I'm gonna dance, bruh
D-d-d-dance I'm gonna dance

I want my life to be
A Whitney Houston song (I wanna dance)
I got all good luck and zero -
Don't care if I belong, no

If I could kill the thing
That makes us all so dumb
We're never getting younger
So, I'm gonna have some fun

'Cause, oh, one thing I'm never gonna do
Is throw away my dancin' shoes and
Oh, Lord, don't try me, really, not tonight

I'll lay down and die (I'll lay down and die)
I'll scream and I'll cry (I'll scream and I'll cry)
You know that I'm starting a fight

I'm never gonna not dance again
I'm never gonna not dance again
Oh, I just wanna pop and lock to my records
There go all of my clothes
Never gonna not dance again (yeah)

D-d-d-dance I'm gonna dance, bruh
D-d-d-dance I'm gonna dance
D-d-d-dance I'm gonna dance, yeah
D-d-d-dance

I'll lay down and die
I'll scream and I'll cry
You know that I'm starting a fight (fight)

I'll lay down and die
I'll scream and I'll cry
We've already wasted enough time
We've already wasted enough time

I'm never gonna not dance again
I'm never gonna not dance again
Oh, I just wanna pop and lock to my records
There go all of my clothes
Never gonna not dance again (hey, hey)

I'm never gonna not dance again (never gonna not dance again)
Dance again (let the music play 'til the end)
Dance again (never gonna not dance again)
Dance again (so let the music play 'til the end)

Dance again (hey, never gonna not dance again)
Dance again (so let the music play 'til the end, let it play)
Dance again (never gonna not dance again, yeah, oh-oh)
So let the music play 'til the end (c'mon, c'mon)

I'm never gonna not dance again
So let the music play 'til the end (yeah, yeah)
I'm never gonna not dance again
So let the music play 'til the end

Why'd it stop?
 
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mafuyu

mafuyu

electric angel
Feb 9, 2023
133
If you're down to listen to a song not in English, I recommend this song. TUYU understands me like nobody else…

"Life is just needlessly long
Nothing but meaningless wrinkles and creases
My heart pointlessly laments this hopeless take on life
Spitting out ideals that just hurt my ears!

What value is there to a life that wants to end? […]
In the end, after a few years I'll just be a nuisance.
So stab me, kill me, and take me away.
I'm getting on the bus to the other world, see ya!"

"Looking back, how did I swallow the pain?" I find myself wondering this constantly…

"Is there any meaning to life if you want it to end?" No. I don't think so.

"Are there any dreams seen in a life that wants to end?" No. Not for me at least.

" "That must suck. I get it." Don't act as if you understand!" Nobody truly understands how I feel. Nobody. Most people around me don't have BPD. I can't stand having it. I wish I wasn't such an emotional burn victim.

"In the end, after a few years, I'll still be suffering" Well isn't that the fucking story of my life.

It really hits all the points I feel. I wouldn't tell anyone IRL I have BPD, but I guess it's okay here. Borderline Personality Disorder. I've dreamt about killing myself many times just because of it… I wish god had made me normal.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,981
Miley Cyrus-Flowers :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

Was gonna wait til Valentine's Day... Then I thought fuck it. :wink:










We were good, we were gold
Kinda dream that can't be sold
We were right 'til we weren't
Built a home and watched it burn
Mm, I didn't wanna leave you
I didn't wanna lie
Started to cry but then remembered I
I can buy myself flowers
Write my name in the sand
Talk to myself for hours
Say things you don't understand
I can take myself dancing
And I can hold my own hand
Yeah, I can love me better than you can
Can love me better
I can love me better, baby
Can love me better
I can love me better, baby
Paint my nails, cherry red
Match the roses that you left
No remorse, no regret
I forgive every word you said
Ooh, I did not wanna leave you, baby
I didn't wanna fight
Started to cry but then remembered I
I can buy myself flowers
Write my name in the sand
Talk to myself for hours, yeah
Say things you don't understand
I can take myself dancing, yeah
I can hold my own hand
Yeah, I can love me better than you can
Can love me better
I can love me better, baby
Can love me better
I can love me better, baby
Can love me better
I can love me better, baby
Can love me better
Oh, I
I did not wanna leave you
I didn't wanna fight
Started to cry but then remembered I
I can buy myself flowers (oh)
Write my name in the sand (mmh)
Talk to myself for hours (yeah)
Say things you don't understand (never will)
I can take myself dancing, yeah
I can hold my own hand
Yeah, I can love me better than
Yeah, I can love me better than you can
Can love me better
I can love me better, baby (oh)
Can love me better
I can love me better (than you can), baby
Can love me better
I can love me better, baby
Can love me better
I
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,981
Theory Of A Deadman-Dinosaur :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Dinosaur

Whatever happened to humanity
Yeah, we've driven ourselves to insanity
We all human waste in a race to the finish
Now we know that we're all gonna get it

Do something stupid like some dumbass kids
Hiding in the dark, hunting down our friends
We all Lord of the Flies 'til the very end
Now we know that we're all gonna get it

Whoa, 20, 24 hours to go

Hey kids, boys and girls
Now we've really done it, it's the end of the world
'Cause, hey kids, we were warned
Tonight we're going out, going out like the dinosaur

Hoping Heaven's gonna let you in
But your God is wondering where you've been
When ideocracy is all there is
Now we know that we're all gonna get it

Carl Sagan rollin' in his grave
We all lie to ourselves sayin' it's just a phase
Yeah, we're all fucked, yeah, we can't be saved
Now we know that we're all gonna get it

Whoa, ten, nine hours to go

Hey kids, boys and girls
Now we've really done it, it's the end of the world, so
Pray big, oh my Lord
Now we better run, better run

Come with me, now we're free
Let's all just purge the ending
Hey kids, we were warned
Tonight we're going out, going out like the dinosaur

Whoa, only one minute to go

Hey kids, boys and girls
Now we've really done it, it's the end of the world, so
Pray big, oh my Lord
Now we better run, better run

Come with me, now were free
Let's all just purge the ending
Hey kids, we were warned
Tonight we're going out, going out like the dinosaur

Like the dinosaur
 
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FieldsofLavender

FieldsofLavender

nightmare life, go away! nightmare life, go away!
Feb 7, 2023
121
 
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$crim

$crim

skincarver
Feb 12, 2023
96
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,449
 
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magz

magz

Eternal Longing
Feb 13, 2023
6
I discovered this song a few months ago and boy I fell in love with it.
It sounds really happy and energetic, it keeps me going whenever I'm dealing with some awful shit. I've always like music like this just so I can distract myself from my thoughts when I'm alone.
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,449
Their best album
 
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rail.tracerr

rail.tracerr

doing the best i can.
Feb 13, 2023
19


Have a Seat, Misery is arguably one of my favorite songs that Shayfer James has ever made. While a lot of his music is related to his beliefs (a lot of which I agree with) in this sort of genre, I feel like this tiny one minute long song is one of the most accurate in terms of describing my relationship with my suffering. Constant, never leaving, but not necessarily a bad thing.
 
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chunguschung

chunguschung

New Member
Feb 14, 2023
2


love frank zappa but right now i feel like something mellow like who's theme by minmi



been trying to form a band for ever. the only thing that keeps me alive right now is really to discover and play great music. pursuing music is luxury and im nowhere close to being talented or privileged enough to do that. i just want to experience that invincible feeling again, the rush of adrenaline and excitement from performing on stage with other musicians.
 
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redisblue

redisblue

"cut me clean, till i can't think anymore."
Feb 12, 2023
135
I really like the song fear of failure / scared of success by Shrimp. I made a short essay about my interpretation of the lyrics, although it may be too long to post here. The song is really good, and the lyrics are relatable. I was also listening to it while I found this site, so it kind of reminds me of this place :)
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,981
Kygo/Donna Summer-Hot Stuff :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Sittin' here eatin' my heart out waitin'
Waitin' for some lover to call
Dialed about a thousand numbers lately
Almost rang the phone off the wall

Lookin' for some hot stuff, baby, this evenin'
I need some hot stuff, baby, tonight
I want some hot stuff, baby, this evenin'
Gotta have some hot stuff
Gotta have some love tonight

Hot stuff
(Baby, baby)
(Baby, baby, tonight)
I need hot stuff
(Baby, baby)
(Baby, baby, tonight)
I want some hot stuff
(Baby, baby)
(Baby, baby, tonight)
I need hot stuff
(Baby, baby)
(Baby, baby, tonight)

Baby, baby
Baby, baby, tonight
Baby, baby
Baby, baby, tonight
Baby, baby
Baby, baby, tonight
Baby, baby
Baby, baby, tonight

Lookin' for a lover who needs another
Don't want another night on my own
Wanna share my love with a warm-blooded lover
Wanna bring a wild man back home

Gotta have some hot love, baby, this evenin'
I need some hot stuff, baby, tonight
I want some hot stuff, baby, this evenin'
Gotta have some lovin'
Got to have love tonight

Hot stuff
(Baby, baby)
(Baby, baby, tonight)
I need hot stuff
(Baby, baby)
(Baby, baby, tonight)
I want some hot stuff
(Baby, baby)
(Baby, baby, tonight)
I need hot stuff
(Baby, baby)
(Baby, baby, tonight)
Lookin' for some hot stuff
Baby, baby
Baby, baby, tonight
I need hot stuff
Baby, baby
Baby, baby, tonight
Lookin' for some hot stuff
Baby, baby
Baby, baby, tonight
I need hot stuff
Baby, baby
Baby, baby, tonight
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
3,008


💜
 
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Illidan77

Illidan77

╰━≪ - ≫─╯
Nov 22, 2022
121

I've been into no-voice / instrumental music when I was in withdrawal and digging my old mp3s. I play this on loop for many hours that it became scary (oh well probably cause the wd).


Another music i used to love and forgot. Kinda reminds me of Cheshire Cat' quotes.


I've been binge re-watching my fav TV show Community, i think it's the third time. #sixseasonsandamovie
 
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$crim

$crim

skincarver
Feb 12, 2023
96


!!! cant wait to see these silly guys on the 25th
 
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Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
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Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
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