Illidan77

Illidan77

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when i play my music player, it played Coldplay - Hymn for the Weekend

oh well just want to put some "substance" lol..
Life is a drink, and love's a drug.
Kinda like that sentence.



Life is demanding without understanding..
I don't know i think everyone are looking for the sign.



And Aubrey was her name..
I don't know.. something that would could but not. or just a fantasy.

oh well mostly i just like the tune and filter the song lyrics to make my own interpretation.
 
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So, I sit down to write what I want to say to my friends or not or should I call them as I am dying or text them? Write note for them and family ??? Then this song came on...... I have long list of music I listen to and this one came on at the right time. What she says is exactly what I was thinking about... Here is Billie Eilish saying "Listen before I go....."
View attachment Billie Eilish - listen before i go (Lyrics).mp4
 
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R.I.P. Maxi Jazz 💔

Faithless-Insomnia :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











Deep in the bosom of the gentle night
Is when I search for the light
Pick up my pen and start to write
I struggle, I fight dark forces in the clear moonlight
Without fear
Insomnia

I can't get no sleep

I used to worry
Thought I was going mad in a hurry
Getting stressed, making excess mess in darkness
No electricity, something's all over me, greasy

Insomnia, please release me
And let me dream of making mad love to my girl on the heath
Tearing off tights with my teeth
But there's no release, no peace
I toss and turn without cease
Like a curse, open my eyes and rise like yeast
At least, a couple of weeks since I last slept, kept taking sleepers
But now I keep myself pepped

Deeper still, that night
I write by candlelight, I find insight
Fundamental movement, huh, so when it's black
This insomnia, take an original tack
Keep the beast in my nature under ceaseless attack

I gets no sleep
I can't get no sleep

I can't get no sleep

I can't get no sleep

I need to sleep, I can't get no sleep

I need to sleep, I can't get no sleep
 
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i woke up and it just randomly pop up in my head.. and yes
 
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Fit For A King-The Hell We Create :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









This is the Hell we create

They go for the throat and take away everything
No mercy for the ones who break their backs
Weak conviction, fragile sovereignty
No hope, bloodshed

Into the fissure, looking for light down a loaded barrel
Our ending hours are knocking down our door

Running straight into the end, eradication
No more reason to pretend that we can save us
We're dying casually, poisoned by apathy
No one is safe, this is the Hell we create

We're throwing fuel onto the fire that's cremating the remains
Of all dreams that gave us meaning, pulled us through another day
Rip the rug out from the people that are hurting just to relish
In the screaming, in the carnage, in their undeserved pain

The age of hope is slipping way, yeah
The roar of silence is deafening

Running straight into the end, eradication
No more reason to pretend that we can save us
We're dying casually, poisoned by apathy
No one is safe, this is the Hell we create

An empty conquest
An empty conquest
An empty conquest
We're burning down at both ends

No one is safe, this is the Hell we create
No one is safe, this is the Hell we create
 
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The Joy of S.A.W. :wink::heart:



 
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All life is a mystery
All things come to he who waits
All things just a twist of fate
It's just a state of mind
All your time is not your own
It's real hard to find out why
It's real hard to say goodbye
To move on down the line
Both your eyes wide open
You see the shape I'm in
It wasn't of my choosing
It's only bones and skin
And I will plead no contest
If loving you's a crime
So go on and find me guilty
Just one more fucking time
All your life is in your head
All your dreams are in your sleep
And if your dreams are hid too deep
They're just a waste of time
When you try to chase the dream
You never seem to know the time
You never recognise the signs
And nothing's what it seems
Both your eyes wide open
You see the shape I'm in
It wasn't of my choosing
It's only bones and skin
And I will plead no contest
If loving you's a crime
So go on and find me guilty
Just one more fucking time
And if I would have been a bad man
You would have seen the good in me
You would have seen the other
The good man I can be
But since I am a good man
The same was all the same
Nothing I could do
Nothing I could do
All life is a mystery
All things pass you by in time
All things just a perfect crime
It's just the way we are
All your instincts let you down
It's not a case of love in vain
It's not a case of love insane
It's enough to break your heart
Both your eyes wide open
You see the shape I'm in
It wasn't my idea
That I'd be the one to sin
And so all those years together
Weren't worth a fucking dime
So go on and find me guilty
Just one more fucking time
All our years together
Weren't worth a fucking dime
So go on and find me guilty
Just one more fucking time
All our years together
Weren't worth a fucking dime
So go on and find me guilty
Just one more fucking time
 
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Illidan77

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Say what you know
and fake what you don't

You can't accept
They won't have kept
Your name with your death
and life will be easier
 
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Bruno Mars-When I Was Your Man 💔









Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now
Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same
When our friends talk about you
All it does is just tear me down
'Cause my heart breaks a little
When I hear your name

It all just sounds like ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize

That I should've bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should've gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
'Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man

My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways
Caused a good strong woman like you
To walk out my life
Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made
And it haunts me every time I close my eyes

It all just sounds like ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize

That I should've bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should've gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
'Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man

Although it hurts
I'll be the first to say that I was wrong
Oh, I know I'm probably much too late
To try and apologize for my mistakes
But I just want you to know

I hope he buys you flowers
I hope he holds your hand
Give you all his hours
When he has the chance
Take to every party
'Cause I remember how much you loved to dance
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man

Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man
 
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I don't really listen to full albums, but I really loved all of kessoku band's songs so it's all I've been listening to lately. Here's the full album on Youtube and Spotify. Go watch the anime too if you haven't yet. (Anime Title: Bocchi the Rock)



 
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Jan 4, 2023
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"take my arm, come and see the other side"
"and when the lights are all burned out, would you be here beside me now? i'm mortified because i wasn't cut out for this. the bleakest of nights torment me now."
"let me go home girl, this planet is shit."


 
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Jan 4, 2023
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"you're gonna stay, you're gonna burn
what was i worth? well, i'm gonna learn today.
i wish there was a— wait, there was a better way,
but i'm gonna kill you here and you're gonna die today.
i think you're beautiful, more so when dead as opposed to you when you had took my life away.
cause you could feel my pain now, can't you, loved one?
how does it feel to face your own venom?
it's bittersweet."


 
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Jeff Beck(rest in peace) :aw:;-; have more vinyl records of him than any other artist




 
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Lisa Marie Presley-Dirty Laundry :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:










I make my living off the evening news
Just give me something, something I can use
People love it when you lose
They love dirty laundry

Well, I could've been an actor, but I wound up here
I just have to look good, I don't have to be clear
Come and whisper in my ear
Give us dirty laundry

Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down

Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em all around

We got the bubble headed bleach blonde who comes on at five
She can tell you about the plane crash with a gleam in her eye
It's interesting when people die
Give us dirty laundry

Can we film the operation? Is the head dead yet?
You know, the boys in the newsroom got a running bet
Get the widow on the set
We need dirty laundry

Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down

Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're stiff
Kick 'em all around

Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down

Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're stiff
Kick 'em all around

Dirty little secrets, dirty little lies
We got our dirty little fingers in everybody's pie
We love to cut you down to size
We love dirty laundry

We can do the innuendo, we can dance and sing
When it's said and done we haven't told you a thing
We all know that crap is king
Give us dirty laundry

Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
We love dirty laundry

Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Give us dirty laundry

Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
 
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Currently listening to this.
 
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Time, time, time
See what's become of me
Time, time, time
See what's become of me
While I still looked around for my possibilities
I was so hard to please
Look around
Leaves are brown
And the sky is a hazy shade of winter
 
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Jan 15, 2023
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I discovered this website because of a user here, she is already gone from this world, she had posted this song on her spotify playlist the same day she left this world, I listen to this song every day since the first time I heard it .

This song can express the pain I feel..
 
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