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Mar 23, 2018
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Gavin Rosedale-Love Remains The Same :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:












A thousand times I've seen you standing
Gravity like lunar landing
You make me want to run 'til I find you
I shut the world away from here
Drift to you, you're all I hear
As everything we know fades to black

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I
Had any more to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same

I find a place where we escape
Take you with me for a space
The city buzz sounds just like a 'fridge
I walk the streets through seven bars
I had to find just where you are
The faces seem to blur
They're all the same

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I
Had any more to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same

So much more to say
So much to be done
Don't you trick me out
We shall overcome
It's all left still to play

We should have had the sun
Could have been inside
Instead we're over here

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
Too much time too long defending
You and I are done pretending

I never thought that I
Had any more to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
Everything will change

I, oh I
I wish this could last forever
I, oh I
As if we could last forever
Love remains the same
Love remains the same
 
MentalStefan

MentalStefan

Loser
Jul 3, 2022
265
I recently had an opiate addiction relapse... After 2 years of being totally clean I began to take codeine again. Some factors concurred to occurrence of this fact, the main ones are: recently I changed place of residence, began to live in solitude and I live in a place where it is easy access to opiates again. So I started to listen to drug-themed songs again. This is one of my favorite songs about addiction:
 
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MentalStefan

Loser
Jul 3, 2022
265
"If heroin* had a sound, this would be it. Its not just the lyrics, its the actual song as whole. Slow, warm and dreamy, romantic all while still maintaining the melancholy of his voice and the feeling that it's all just synthetic. Its beautiful and its destructive, just like how (...) heroin* feels." ~ random comment on Youtube
* - codeine in my case, it works similarly to heroin but weaker... however strong enough to addict
This song feels exactly like being addicted to codeine... I listen to it over and over lately
 
Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
2,609



A winter's day
In a deep and dark December
I am alone
Gazing from my window to the streets below
On a freshly fallen silent shroud of snow
I am a rock I am an island
I've built walls
A fortress deep and mighty
That none may penetrate
I have no need of friendship, friendship causes pains
It's laughter and it's loving I disdain
I am a rock I am an island
Don't talk of love
Well I've heard the word before
It's sleeping in my memory
I won't disturb the slumber of feelings that have died
If I never loved I never would have cried
I am a rock I am an island
I have my books
And my poetry to protect me
I am shielded in my armor
Hiding in my room safe within my womb
I touch no one and no one touches me
I am a rock I am an island
And a rock feels no pain
And an island never cries
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Suicide Silence-Love Me To Death :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










All these years of torment
You were supposed to guide me
You were supposed to guard me
Instead you make me sick

Venom fed like medicine
Raping my innocence
I am not broken
I don't know just what to do
What's wrong with me is wrong with you

Love me to death
Love me to death
Love me to death
Love me to death

All these years of torment

Knight came to save me
Revealing the deceit
We see no escape
I don't know just what to do
You're killing me, now we kill you

Love me to death
Love me to death
Love me to death
Love me to death

Let's turn this room into a motherfucking crime scene
Motherfucker
You're killing me, now we kill you

Love me to death
Love me to
Love me to
Love me to death (to death, to death)
Love me to death (to death, to death)
Love me to
Motherfucker

Love me to death
Love me to death (to death, to death)
Love me to death
Love me to death (to death, to death)

Love me to death
Love me to death (to death, to death)
Love me to death
Love me to death (to death, to death)
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Whitney Houston-I Will Always Love You 💔
This song is 30 years old !!!! :ohhhh:










If I, should stay
I would only, be in, your way
So I'll go, but I know
I'll think of you, every step of, the way

And I, will always, love you
I will always, love you
You, my darling you

Bitter sweet, memories
That is all, I'm taking, with me
So goodbye, please, don't cry
We both know, I'm not what you, you need

And I, will always, love you
I, will always love you, you

I hope, life, treats you kind
And I hope, you have all you've, dreamed of
And I wish to you joy and happiness
But above all this, I wish you love

And I, will always, love you
I will, always, love you
I, will, always, love you
I, will, always, love you
I will always, love you
I, I will always love you, you

Darling, I love you
Ooh, I'll always
I'll always, love you...
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Def leppard-Personal Jesus :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Reach out and touch faith

Your own personal Jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who cares
Your own personal Jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who's there

Feeling unknown
And you're all alone
Flesh and bone
By the telephone
Lift up the receiver
I'll make you a believer

Take second best
Put me to the test
Things on your chest
You need to confess
I will deliver
You know I'm a forgiver

Reach out and touch faith
Reach out and touch faith

Your own personal Jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who cares
Your own personal Jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who's there

Feeling unknown
And you're all alone
Flesh and bone
By the telephone
Lift up the receiver
I'll make you a believer
I will deliver
You know I'm a forgiver

Reach out and touch faith

Your own personal Jesus

Reach out and touch faith​
 
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RW__Asher23

Student
Dec 11, 2022
161
I remember the first time I learned the lyrics to this and thought what the Hell! I only knew the music and when I read and listened to the lyrics It was I guess a comfort and surprise is weird way. Anyway what do you think. Ironic that this was a theme song except they kept the words out for longest running Comedy/Drama tv show called MASH. Every week would hear the music and wondered if there are lyrics. Well YES there are. Fit my life very well at the time. Planning in progress to CTB when I heard these lyrics.
View attachment Suicide Is Painless (M A S H) w lyrics ~ Johnny Mandel.mp4
 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,092
Metallica-Lux Aeterna :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Anticipation
In domination
A sea of hearts beat as one, unified
Magnification
All generations
Approaching thunder, awaiting the light

Full speed or nothin'
Full speed or nothin'

Lux Æterna!
Lux Æterna!
Yeah!

Exhilaration
Frenzied sensation
Kindred alliance connected inside
Commiseration
Sonic salvation
Cast out the demons that strangle your life

Full speed or nothin'
Full speed or nothin'

Lux Æterna!
Lux Æterna!
Yeah!

Lux Æterna!

Emancipation
Kill isolation
Never alone for the feelings alike
Amplification
Lightning the nation
Never alive more than right here tonight

Full speed or nothin'
Full speed or nothin'

Lux Æterna!
Lux Æterna!
Yeah!

Light it!
 
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xenoz

xenoz

Member
Dec 5, 2022
15

Think I've posted here before, not sure, but if I have I come bearing something new at least. Machine Girl's music is normally loud and chaotic, but Jesus H Christ above, that last 1 minute 40 seconds is the most ethereal, sounding music I've ever heard in my life. Machine Girl's music (and loud unconventional music in general) has been my lifeline recently, somehow the overstimulation helps keep my thoughts distracted, but this is just straight beautiful.

I'm a big music buff, so expect me to post here more, hopefully.
 
Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
2,609



Get kicked out for coming home at dawn
Your Mum and Dad cursed the day you were born
Throw your clothes into a duffel bag
Shouting and slam the door
At home it's a drag
Who can I turn to?
Where can I stay?
I've heard of places
Open all night and all day
There's a place you can go
Where the cops don't know
You can act real wild
They don't treat you like a child
Runaway boys
Your hair's all greasy and you feel like a slob
You're only fifteen and you can't get a job
Run into the lunchette and shoot a few games
Who's the lonely boy, man it's always the same
Steal a couple of bucks to buy a new toy
Slip into the alley with the runaway boys
Runaway boys
Running faster, faster all the time
You're under age and God knows that's a crime
Get kicked out for coming home at dawn
Your Mum and Dad cursed the day you were born
Throw your clothes into a duffel bag
Shouting and slam the door
At home it's a drag
Who can I turn to?
Where can I stay?
I've heard of place
Open all night and all day
There's a place you can go
Where the cops don't know
You can act real wild
They don't treat you like a child
Runaway boys
Running faster, faster all the time
You're under age and God knows that's a crime
Runaway boys
Runaway boys
Runaway boys
Runaway boys
Runaway boys.
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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And again this year...


Mariah Carey-Miss You Most At Christmas Time 💔










Ooh

The fire is burning
The room's all aglow
Outside the December wind blows
Away in the distance
The carolers sing in the snow
Everybody's laughing
The world is celebrating
And everyone's so happy
Except for me tonight because

I miss you
Most at Christmas time
And I can't get you
Get you off my mind
Every other season
Comes along and I'm alright
But then I miss you
Most at Christmas time
Ooh, yeah, mmm

I gaze out the window
This cold winter's night
At all of the twinkling lights
Alone in the darkness
Remembering when you were mine, yeah
Everybody's smiling
The whole world is rejoicing
And everyone's embracing
Except for you and I, baby

I miss you
Most at Christmas time
And I can't get you, no, no, no, no
Get you off my mind
Every other season
Comes along and I'm alright
But then I miss you, oh
Most at Christmas time, oh

In the springtime
Those memories start to fade
With the April rain
Through the summer days
'Til Autumn's leaves are gone
I get by without you
'Til the snow begins to fall and then

I miss you
Most at Christmas time
And I can't get you, no, no, no, no
Get you off my mind
Every other season
Comes along and I'm alright
But then I miss you
Most at Christmas time
Ooh
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
8,092
Dolly Parton-Hard Candy Christmas 💔










Hey, maybe I'll dye my hair
Maybe I'll move somewhere
Maybe I'll get a car
Maybe I'll drive so far they'll all lose track
Me, I'll bounce right back

Maybe I'll sleep real late
Maybe I'll lose some weight
Maybe I'll clear my junk
Maybe I'll just get drunk on apple wine
Me, I'll be just

Fine and dandy
Lord, it's like a hard candy Christmas
I'm barely getting through tomorrow
But still, I won't let sorrow bring me way down

I'll be fine and dandy
Lord, it's like a hard candy Christmas
I'm barely getting through tomorrow
But still, I won't let sorrow bring me way down

Hey, maybe I'll learn to sew
Maybe I'll just lie low
Maybe I'll hit the bars
Maybe I'll count the stars until dawn
Me, I will go on

Maybe I'll settle down
Maybe I'll just leave town
Maybe I'll have some fun
Maybe I'll meet someone and make him mine
Me, I'll be just

Fine and dandy
Lord, it's like a hard candy Christmas
I'm barely getting through tomorrow
But still, I won't let sorrow bring me way down

I'll be fine and dandy
Lord, it's like a hard candy Christmas
I'm barely getting through tomorrow
But still, I won't let sorrow bring me way down

I'll be fine and dandy
Lord, it's like a hard candy Christmas
I'm barely getting through tomorrow
But still, I won't let sorrow bring me way down

'Cause I'll be fine
I'll be fine
Oh, I'll be fine
 
Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️
Jul 1, 2020
6,595
i trusted you, i trusted you and i trusted you........im done trusting.....words mean nothing to me anymore. i dont wait for people anymore, i wait for them to not show up....
Cassie Dasilva – I dont trust anyone anymore
Derek Austin – Make me hate you

 
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