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Gsvko

Mea culpa.
Dec 14, 2021
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Red Scare

Red Scare

Wizard
Mar 1, 2022
647


Getting a little erratic here
And I don't know who to trust
I guess they got a way of reading my mind
I guess I got to adjust
I got my arms that flip flop flip flop flip
I got my head on a spring
When I thought I got you on my side
I haven't got fucking anything

I'm just a face in the crowd
Nothing to worry about
Don't even try to stand out
I'm getting smaller and smaller and smaller

And I have nothing to say
It's all been taken away
I just behave and obey
I'm afraid I am starting to fade away

Can kind of see out the cracks
When I press up to the wall
I'm not looking to stand up real high
I'd be happy to crawl
I think I'm losing my grip
But I can still make a fist
You know I still got my one good arm
That I can beat—I can beat myself up with

I'm just a face in the crowd
Nothing to worry about
Don't even try to stand out
I'm getting smaller and smaller and smaller
And I have nothing to say
It's all been taken away
I just behave and obey
I'm afraid I am starting to fade away

Hey and for what it is worth
I really used to believe
That maybe there's some great thing
That we could achieve
And now I can't tell the difference
Or know what to feel
Between what I've been trying so hard to see
And what appears to be real

My world is getting smaller every day
Hey hey hey hey
And that's OK
 
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myopybyproxy

flickerbeat \\ gibberish-noise
Dec 18, 2021
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PreussenBlueJay

Too short for Frederick William I’s Guards
Jan 18, 2022
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darkwater

Experienced
Apr 17, 2021
245
I always like the mixture of psychedelic rock and southeast asian instrumentalization and language.:
 
Umbrella Weather

Umbrella Weather

Catastrophe Merchant
Mar 7, 2022
65
Alone For Too Long by Unhinged (punk)

 
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Panna

Panna

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2020
1,006

Tried some charlie chaplin and fell in love with the score, its just so comfy, the beginning and ending scores
 
I need peace

I need peace

The past is never dead, it's not even past.
Mar 28, 2022
141

This is one of my favorite songs to cry out to, it makes me think of adulthood and how I've thought life was different than this
 
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CrescendoChiller

Member
Mar 15, 2022
25
5 Incantations: No. 3, Pour que la moisson soit riche qui naîtra des sillons que le laboureur...


Calm, uncertain, slightly anxious, flute-y sounding music
 
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DeutscheKartoffel

DeutscheKartoffel

Reclaiming my human rights & liberty thru suicide.
Dec 12, 2021
361



Va, va, vis - Florina

Elle n'est pas parfaite, je ne l'ai pas choisie
Un jour on m'a dit envole-toi, vas-y
Tu tomberas sur le bitume
Mais tu prendras l'habitude
Tu y laisseras quelques plumes, mais c'est ta vie

Elle fera des promesses qu'elle ne tiendra pas
Elle fera des prouesses aussi quelques fois
Tu ne pourras pas la connaître
Elle est faite de "peut-être"
Mais elle finit par te prendre dans ses bras

Elle est belle un jour sur deux
Aime-la, fais comme tu peux
Si jamais ton cœur hésite
Cours avant que l'amour t'évite

Refrain :
Va, va, vis, va, va mon ami
N'oublie pas de sourire en chemin
Va, va, vis, va, va mon ami
Et le destin pourrait bien changer d'avis

Hohohohoho va, va, vis
Hohohohoho va, va, vis

Certains voudraient l'échanger contre la tienne
Sans savoir que chaque espoir traîne sa peine
Comme un boulet invisible
Qui nous rend souvent risible
On écrit l'histoire mais c'n'est pas un poème

Page blanche un jour sur deux
Jette l'encre au fond de nos yeux
Regarde toujours devant
Car le temps, non, ne prend pas son temps

Refrain :
Va, va, vis, va, va mon ami
N'oublie pas de sourire en chemin
Va, va, vis, va, va mon ami
Et le destin pourrait bien changer d'avis

Hohohohoho va, va, vis
Hohohohoho va, va, vis

Verse des rires
Sème-les et je trouv'rai le chemin
Qui mène vers ta main
Verse des rires
Pour noyer la peine et le chagrin
Le bonheur sera là demain

Refrain :
Va, va, vis, va, va mon ami
N'oublie pas de sourire en chemin
Va, va, vis, va, va mon ami
Et le destin pourrait bien changer d'avis
Va, va, vis, va, va mon ami
N'oublie pas de sourire en chemin
Va, va, vis, va, va mon ami
Et le destin pourrait bien changer d'avis

Ohohoh ohohoh, oh, oh, oh, oh, va, vis.
Ohohoh ohohoh, oh, oh, va, va, va, vis.

--------------------------------------------------

Go, go on, live - Florina

It's not perfect, I didn't choose it,
One day they told me: Fly away, get on with it!
You'll fall onto the asphalt
but you'll get used to it,
you'll leave some feathers there, but that's your life.

It will make promises that it won't keep.
It will do neat tricks sometimes too.
You won't be able to know it,
it's full of maybes,
but it ends up taking you in its arms.

It's beautiful one day in two,
love it as you can,
if ever your heart hesitates
run before love evades you.

Refrain:
Go, go on, live, go on, go my friend
don't forget to smile on the way
Go, go on, live, go on, go my friend
and fate could well change its mind

Ooh ohh ... Go, go on, live
Ooh ohh ... Go, go on, live.

Some would like to swap their lives for yours
not knowing that every hope brings its sorrow.
Like an invisible burden that often makes us laughable
we write the story but it isn't a poem.

A blank page one day in two
drops the anchor in the depths of our eyes3
Always look ahead
because time, no - doesn't take its time.

Refrain:
Go, go on, live, go on, go my friend
don't forget to smile on the way
Go, go on, live, go on, go my friend
and fate could well change its mind

Ooh ohh ... Go, go on, live
Ooh ohh ... Go, go on, live.

Have lots of laughs
Scatter them and I will find the path
that leads to your hand.
Have lots of laughs
to drown grief and sorrow,
happiness will be there tomorrow.

Refrain:
Go, go on, live, go on, go my friend
don't forget to smile on the way
Go, go on, live, go on, go my friend
and fate could well change its mind
Go, go on, live, go on, go my friend
don't forget to smile on the way
Go, go on, live, go on, go my friend
and fate could well change its mind

Ohohoh ohohoh, oh_oh, oh, oh, go, live.
Ohohoh ohohoh, oh_oh, go, go, go, live
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,732
Bury Tomorrow-Death (Ever Colder):heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







Where do I belong if pressure takes over?
This weight I can shoulder
Where did we go wrong?

Heavy head without a crown
A heartbeat without a sound
A snapped neck without a noose
A torturous game we always lose
Way beyond
Way beyond the feelings I can't control
I'm just a bastard trying to save my soul

Death comes easy for me
Finish me off because I'm trying to leave
Nothing left to give, no one left to serve
Forget heaven, I'll go somewhere I deserve
Death comes easy for me
Finish me off because I'm trying to leave
Nothing left to give, no one left to serve
Forget heaven, I'll go somewhere I deserve

We do not belong where pressure takes over
This weight I can shoulder but where did we go wrong?
The void where this has gone, growing ever colder
This wound remains open, are we close to the end now?

Heavy head without a crown
A heartbeat without a sound
A snapped neck without a noose
A torturous game we always lose
We've been lost in oceans, drowning
So breathe in, hold it, sinking, darkness
We've been lost in oceans, drowning
We are surrendered to the deep
(We do not belong)

We do not belong where pressure takes over
This weight I can shoulder but where did we go wrong?
The void where this has gone, growing ever colder
This wound remains open, are we close to the end now?

Did you really think I gave up on life?
Get it

Death comes easy for me
Finish me off because I'm trying to leave
Nothing left to give, no one left to serve
Forget heaven, I'll go somewhere I deserve
Death comes easy for me
Finish me off because I'm trying to leave
Nothing left to give, no one left to serve
Forget heaven, I'll go somewhere I deserve

Forget heaven, I'll go somewhere I deserve
 
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TheSoulless

TheSoulless

I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
Jan 7, 2020
1,058
When all my hope is gone
I'm waiting for the dawn
I raise my head and find
My own way out of the dark

I've left my past behind
I'm reaching for the light
I'm not afraid to live my life
I'll take what is mine

I'll make my way
Through the darkest hours of my days

 
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DeutscheKartoffel

DeutscheKartoffel

Reclaiming my human rights & liberty thru suicide.
Dec 12, 2021
361
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
3,237


I'm a one way motorway
I'm the one that drives away
Then follows you back home
I, I'm a street light shining
I'm a wild light blinding bright
Burning off and on.

Sleep peacefully Taylor:heart:
 
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silent staring void

Student
Jan 22, 2020
145
 
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Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
 
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Umbrella Weather

Umbrella Weather

Catastrophe Merchant
Mar 7, 2022
65
These days, my most beloved band is Arctic Flowers, I adore them and the songs that they make...

 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,732
Kelly Clarkson-Vincent :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
Not really sure if I've heard the original before, but I love this version.
It may have been posted before but I don't remember. (Original version)


 
karasu

karasu

ダメ人間
Apr 6, 2022
35


エイプリル (April)
By: mol-74

A bittersweet song conveying a beautiful relationship you once had and now you're wondering about yourself, the other person, things that could've been, how things ended up, regret, and if things could ever be again.
Every time I listen to this song, the lyrics and the melodies hit me hard. Maybe even more so because I was born in April too? :ahhha:
 
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silent staring void

Student
Jan 22, 2020
145

The real truth about it is there ain't no end to the desert I'll cross
I've really known that all along
 
Silenos

Silenos

Ṿ̸̄Ọ̶͂Ỉ̶͉D̴̞͝ ̴̲̐A̷̾͜W̷̪͒Ā̵̯I̵͍̅T̵̛͔S̷̗͛
Jul 25, 2020
1,057
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OneTime

Member
Mar 30, 2022
21
dunno how to put a video on here, and has probably been posted already, but:

pixies - where is my mind............

 
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nullpointer

nullpointer

did my time
Mar 23, 2022
11
Posted this already probably

never been huge on power metal but always liked stratovarius

and this specific sonata arctica song for some reason
 
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Cosmic dust

Cosmic dust

Among the stars
Feb 28, 2022
151
@TheSoulless @nullpointer

I dont know much about power metal too, but made me remember of this one, I always loved it:

"Nothing on earth stays forever
But none of your deeds were in vain
Deep in our hearts you will live again
You're gone to the home of the brave."


 
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