GenesAndEnvironment

GenesAndEnvironment

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Machine Head-My Hands Are Empty :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





 
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GenesAndEnvironment

GenesAndEnvironment

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Hope I didn't already post this, too. lmao.


 
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AnxietyAttack44

I just wanna go to my husband already.
Jun 5, 2020
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Not the most cheerful song I have found on YouTube recently, but these lyrics hit me deep.
I spent many months, almost entire last year planning and trying to hang myself due to many tragedies that hit me at once, so "Neck in a noose" was hard for me to miss when I saw it. Music keeps me going, day after day..
 
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DreamsofDeath

Fear of crashing and not coming back
Oct 18, 2018
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You've really missed a trick when it comes to love
Always seeking what you don't have, like what you do ain't enough
You'd like a light to shine on you
 
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grungeCat

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Jul 5, 2020
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When I was in middle school there was a girl... I have had crush on her till today. Knowing that I was a complete loser I had never courage to go and pick up her. I think it was a good decision but still my heart is aching

 
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Puretone-Addicted To Bass :heart::heart::heart::heart:





Different Gear Remix :heart::heart::heart::heart:




 
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Simple Plan-Untitled :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






Untitled (How Could This Happen To Me)"

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No, I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No, I can't

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
 
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Tell Patient Zero he can have his rib back.
Jun 15, 2020
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I love the lyrics of this song, so I decided to include them.

I once met a man who trained himself not to dream
What he seems to have seen was a glimpse of everything
He's been painting pictures on canvas since age thirteen
And claims he only exists in the mind of a higher being
And I enjoy his work; mostly scenic landscapes
But each one is focused on an easel where the man paints himself painting himself
And all that's in his visual field
He said this was the only way he could make himself real
Ever since he could remember, he had one nightmare reoccur
But until about ten years ago, it didn't matter
It consisted of loud, distorted sounds echoing off the concrete
He ran on top of it in attempt to reach a ladder
Now sometimes, he'd get so close but never touch his destination
Which caused him much frustration 'cause he didn't know what it meant
And by the end of the dream, he saw the scene from a bird's eye
Only to witness his dead body laying on the cement
It was only to witness his dead body laying on the cement

At first it freaked him out, but after a while he grew content
So he thought, "It's just a dream, " and kept living his life
Writing his soul on the canvas 'cause it sheds his planet light
And it goes on and on like space and time, ain't nothing odd
It's not that he didn't believe, he just didn't approve of God
His experience was one I couldn't comprehend
'Till I stopped being detective and listened to him as a friend
He said

He once saw a painting that told his whole life story
It was then that he knew he was the art of divinity
He once saw a painting that told his whole life story
A brush stroke of the gods made him one note in their symphony
He once saw a painting that told his whole life story
He spoke for himself and not the rest of humanity
He once saw a painting that told his whole life story
And I realize that I'm not real
God just imagined me

It's like I said
About ten years ago, the event that changed his whole reality
Took place on his monthly trip to the local art gallery
It was there where he studied his contemporaries
And there where he nearly carried his sanity to a hole and buried it forever

It was a very mysterious day
The place was almost empty
And he got chills down his spine just being present in the scene
On the wall, there was a picture that looked familiar
And when he got close, his heart stopped
Cause he saw it was a painting of his dream
It was a painting of his dream
His body on a runway
By a ladder to an airplane with its propellers spinning
Which accounted for the loud noise
The match up was perfect
And that was the day he stopped believing in existing
He resented his creator
I mean, words can't explain
What must have went on in his brain while he stared into a frame
Of a work of art which he created and was at the same time
The mind can't handle that much, it's just insane
It's like reading a book where each words describe your thoughts
And in quotations, it reads whatever you say when you talk
You think it can't happen
But it did happen
I guess there's surprisingly wide cracks in each life's sidewalk
He stumbled upon an answer when he never had a question
And decided to stop dreaming to maintain his mental health
Now he hardly talks to people
Just stays in his basement
Writing infinity, by painting himself
Painting himself
This is a strange universe
Is it all just a blueprint?
In the real universe, is my consciousness useless?
Are we really something a higher intelligence made up?
A figment of imagination colored by a cosmic paintbrush?
Maybe all of our art creates the fate of other beings
Then every character in every novel thinks it's alive and were just gods
Ruling blindly
Just a theory
I don't know what it means
But that's the story of the man who trained himself not to dream

He once saw a paining that told his whole life story
He witnessed the paradox of the word "existing"
He once saw a painting that told his whole life story
He colored his world theirs, and concluded he wasn't living
He once saw a painting that told his whole life story
The hidden variable that all that is is art
And when I close my eyes, I see eternity as a story
A God imagined the God that imagined me
And I am God
And so on
 
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GenesAndEnvironment

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Oh my, I hope I haven't posted several songs from this album already. I'd hate to have my post count go up in such a dishonorable way.
 
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grungeCat

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Jul 5, 2020
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Maybe Varg was a douche but I gotta admit that his music is just lovely. Pure depression, sadness and misery.

 
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Afroman-Because I Got High :heart::pfff::heart::pfff::heart::pfff::heart:

My lyrics:
I was gonna CTB but I got high
I was gonna go and purchase a gun but I got high
Now I can't even use a necktie...
Cause I got high
Because I got high
Because I got high
:pfff::pfff::pfff:




 
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brokenwaves

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Feb 19, 2021
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one of my favourite mitski songs, i love the raw, messy, dissatisfied energy in her songs. this one makes me wanna smash my head off the wall, but in a good way. edit: the line "i think my life is losing momentum" really hits
 
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Cut your veins and break your necks you angels of despair
Squeeze your brains and jump into the lonely 'ternity

When your love is gone and you feel like a useless corpse
When your gods are laughing about you and your ugly face

This is time for action, time for sodomy and rape
This is time to spit between the eyes of Jesus Christ

All you broken hearts
All you broken fools
Follow me in suicide oh
Follow me into shit

Masturbation ain't that funny, it's a boring game
Self destruction is so attractive, it's the only choice

When your love is gone and you feel like a fallen wanker
When your parents pray for your lost soul and their lost money

This is time for orphans, time to wipe out all the morals
This is time for masochists, for devils, and for clowns

All you broken hearts
All you broken fools
Follow me in suicide oh
Follow me into shit

Cut your veins and break your necks you angels of despair
Squeeze your brains and jump into the lonely 'ternity

When your love is gone and you feel like a useless corpse
When your gods are laughing about you and your ugly face

This is time for action, time for sodomy and rape
This is time to spit between the eyes of Jesus Christ

All you broken hearts
All you broken fools
Follow me in suicide oh
Follow me into shit

This is time for orphans, time to wipe out all the morals
This is time for masochists, for devils, and for clowns

All you broken hearts
All you broken fools
Follow me in suicide oh
Follow me into shit
 
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Musique-In The Bush :heart::pfff::heart::pfff:





 
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I hope it is okay to post silly, off-beat stuff.

This goofy ear worm from old school YouTube has been running through my brain the past few days. And I would usually prefer to eat dirt rather than listen to Skryllix.


And I dunno, who doesn't love a good drum solo?
 
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stygal

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I hope it is okay to post silly, off-beat stuff.

This goofy ear worm from old school YouTube has been running through my brain the past few days. And I would usually prefer to eat dirt rather than listen to Skryllix.

For some reason that made me lol because the track fits very well :D
I imagine that's how it feels like to be a farmer in rl. ^^

Anyways, the song I listen to the most while cleaning atm:

 
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Symbiote

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Today is a beautiful day to die

 
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