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I found Frightened Rabbit a couple months ago. The last album was titled Painting of a Panic Attack, and I could feel the pain within it on the first listen. The first track, Death Dream, opens:

It was dawn and the kitchen light was still on
I stepped in, found the suicide asleep on the floor
An open mouth screams and makes no sound
Apart from the ring of the tinnitus of silence
You had your ear to the ground

White noise
I don't know if there's breathing or not
Butterflied arms tell me that this one has flown
Blood seems black against the skin of your porcelain back
A still life is the last I will see of you
A painting of a panic attack

He died in his sleep last night…




The lead vocalist and guitarist, Scott Hutchison, died last year at the age of 36. He was reported missing and his body was found the next day. Before he left he Tweeted, "Be so good to everyone you love. It's not a given. I'm so annoyed that it's not. I didn't live by that standard and it kills me. Please, hug your loved ones."
 
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A song an old friend used to play on loop whenever he misses his lover that CTB.
 
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I listen to this band since 6th grade
 
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Veteran of the Psychic Wars- Blue Oyster Cult
This is one of my favorite songs of all time. The lyrics and the sound it all resonates with me. It perfectly describes the struggle of depression, ptsd or any mental issues... as with any song interpreting the meaning is left up to the listener. This song was also featured in the movie Heavy Metal.



hells yeah, love me some BOC. that song and Joan Crawford are a couple favorites from that album

big fan of Heavy Metal too, that's a film my dad and I watched a ton together. the title theme is such a jam, never fails as a quick pick-me-up
 
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hells yeah, love me some BOC. that song and Joan Crawford are a couple favorites from that album

big fan of Heavy Metal too, that's a film my dad and I watched a ton together. the title theme is such a jam, never fails as a quick pick-me-up


YEEAAAAAHHHHH!!!!

Now we just need to load into an old Allied bomber and get thrashed by some corpses reanimated by an eldritch artefact from outer space. If there were a way to go, that'd be it.



PS Screamin' Jay Hawkins is objectively insane. If I could, I would put on wacky displays like he did with amusing props, ludicrous costumes and what sounds like the sound effects guy from the Police Academy movies going into cardiac arrest.
 
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A Danish Singer BUT he sing in English <3
 
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This song is perfect for springtime.
 
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[Verse 1]
So, you know how people are
When it's all gone much too far
The way their minds are made
Still, there's something you should know
That I could not let show
That fear of letting go

[Chorus 1]
And in this moment, I need to be needed
With this darkness all around me, I like to be liked
In this emptiness and fear, I want to be wanted
'Cause I love to be loved
I love to be loved
I love to be loved
Yes, I love to be loved

[Verse 2]
I cry the way that babies cry
The way they can't deny
The way they feel
Words, they climb all over you
Until they uncover you
From where you hide

[Chorus 2]
And in this moment, I need to be needed
When my self-esteem is sinking, I like to be liked
In this emptiness and fear, I want to be wanted
'Cause I love to be loved
I love to be loved
I love to be loved
Oh, I love to be loved

[Bridge]
This old familiar craving
I've been here before, this way of behaving
Don't know who the hell I'm saving anymore
Let it pass let it go let it leave
From the deepest place I grieve
This time I believe
And I let go
And I let go
I can let go of it
Though it takes all the strength in me
And all the world can see
I'm losing such a central part of me
I can let go of it
You know I mean it
You know that I mean it
I recognize how much I've lost
But I cannot face the cost
Because I love to be loved

[Outro]
Yes I love to be loved
I love to be loved
I love to be loved
I love to be loved
I love to be loved
I love to be loved
Yes I love to be loved
 
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Listening to this Right Now:

 
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I want your love

...I want your love
 
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Unsure if Lorn has been posted here.

This is such a striking video. When we cut the silver cord, shall we too enter into one last dance?
 
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Mercury Rev - Deserter's Songs (full original album)
 
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I love vapourwave. Much like IDM, it reveals entire mental landscapes I would have otherwise been forever blind to.

As one who had light interest in Norse pantheon, I imagine mounting Sleipnir, the eight legged horse, and riding upon the air, past Biefrost, beyond the glittering realm of Valhalla and towards the inner depths of the pitch cosmos.
 
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