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ScaredCutter

ScaredCutter

Twin Turbo
Oct 16, 2025
372
Another life by Motionless In White

If I can't let you go will darkness divide?
For the fiction of love is the truth of our lies
We were playing for keeps, but we both knew the cost
Now the only way out's in your heart-shaped box


But I hate that it seemed you were never enough
We were broken and bleeding but never gave up And I hate that I made you the enemy
And I hate that your heart was the casualty

Now I hate that I need you
As we rest here alone like notes on a page
The finest to compose could not play our pain
With a candle through time I can still see your ghost
But I can't close my eyes, for it
For it is there where you haunt me most
Where you haunt me most
I hate that it seemed you were never enough
We were broken and bleeding but never gave up
And I hope that I sing through your memory
As we echo through time in the melody
Now I hate that I need you

And I hear you now when you said "it hurt
But it had to fall, fall apart to work"
As I see you now in what's left of me

Is it too late to plead insanity?

'Cause I hate that It seemed you were never enough
You were broken and bleeding in the name of love
And I hope that we meet in another life
I hope that we meet in another life

I don't hate that I need you
I don't hate that I need you
I don't hate that I need you

Now's Your Chance by Together We Fall

I feel so alone in this world, I've got no one to hold
Time's ticking by, and starting to show
Leaves turn brown, as bitterness grows
Snow falls down, stress is taking its toll I can't change my past, I can only amend
A loop of paranoia is to what I'm condemned
Hanging off the edge, and my strength is slipping
It got to my head, now my blood is dripping
I'm being drowned by my tears but there's nothing I can do
So I ask of you Take my hand
I'm falling again
Screaming for help
It's all in my head
I call your name
Hoping you'll hear
The crashing waves
From my river of tears I feel so alone, do you think that you could stay for a while
To see me face my fears when I go and stand trial
For covering up my scars, by forging a smile
But you know me, I always go the extra mile
To bottle it up, and never once complain
And it soon adds up, to a weight I can't sustain
I try to look up and push through this rut
But these walls I have built are crumbling to dust
To dust~ Please just hold my hand
Help me stand
Lift me up
So I may walk again Falling fast
I fear the crash
If you can save me
Now's your chance

Done With Everything by Line So Thin

Mirror, mirror on the wall
Show me truth or none at all
Break the glass and walk away
I′m done with everything


For so long it's been touch and go
Forgotten truths that no one knows
In time, it heals but hurts inside
And now I′m screaming why
Would I ever have to come back here


No, I'm not the same
I think I'm going insane
Or maybe I′m the one to blame
chorus
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Show me truth or none at all
Break the glass and walk away
I′m done with everything


And it comes to me again
Like a storm that never ends
Showing me that I am not OK
Trust is the key, but I wonder why
Right to my face, you lied
Can't change the way I feel this time


No, I′m not the same
I'm done playing your games
Now I see that you′re the one to blame


Mirror, mirror on the wall
Show me truth or none at all
Break the glass and walk away
I'm done with everything
Once a temple Now a tomb
Step to me, I′ll bury you
Light the match and walk away
I'm done with everything
(I'm done with everything)
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Show me truth or none at all
Break the glass and walk away
I′m done with everything
Once a temple now a tomb
Step to me, I′ll bury you
Light the match and walk away
I'm done with everything
 
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ScaredCutter

ScaredCutter

Twin Turbo
Oct 16, 2025
372
i apologise for the nows ur chance clumping together lol.

Now's Your Chance lyrics

Novocaine by Too Close To Touch

Do you remember the way
You used to tell me it's okay
Cause I can't remember
Those days
Those days

Overthinking the past
Where'd it slip away
Safe to say that the new me's here to stay
Can I catch the way the sickness came
Stole my pain
Novocaine yeah
I succumb
It keeps me numb
It's not alright
It's not alright
It's not okay

Trying to feel like I'm alive
How many times have I survived
But I won't change
Trying to feel like I'm alive
But you know
You know
I know you couldn't change me anyway

And I can't find the words to say
I'm a helpless mess
How can I stress
A symptom slips right through my veins
Catch the way the sickness came
Stole my pain
Novocaine yeah
I succumb
It keeps me numb
I'm not okay

Trying to feel like I'm alive
How many times have I survived
But I won't change
Trying to feel like I'm alive
But you know
You know
I know you couldn't change me anyway

If you still want to sing
Fill in the blanks we need, you can do it through me while you're gone

In time the price of peace will cost us everything
But all the love you leave carries on

So you can sing while you're away
Tell me the words you want to say
Give them to me and I'll relay
But know it just won't be the same

Trying to feel like I'm alive
How many times have I survived
But I won't change
Trying to feel like I'm alive
But you know
You know
I know you couldn't change me anyway
But you know
You know
I know you couldn't change me anyway
 
ScaredCutter

ScaredCutter

Twin Turbo
Oct 16, 2025
372
Remember me by Current

I can sense it; I've convinced myself that the world I love is gone.
The blood is on the walls, the damage has been done.
We carry the weight of selfless scars we silently crave.
Upon a pedestal we place our pain.

One quandary for the counsel; too humble to brag.
Cut the venom out, but the snake still buries its fangs.
So when you take a look deep inside yourself, it swells and it stings.
Like a chemical reaction burning your brain.
In lies the weight of our regrets, sharpen the knives that cut through our deepest strings of hate;
Show me the love you've always wanted.

All the love is gone, driven apart by what we all have seen;
We're falling over ourselves.
How do we mourn what's lost, what never will be?
Remember me, remember me as you loved me.

Carry the weight of selfless scars we silently crave.
Show me your hands and touch the stars with me.
We're never just on one path, one road to travel it seems
Our story's infinite and we've just been pulling at the strings;
And now there never will be.

We have exercised the will of parasites.
Witness the birth of innocence and our call to grow.

All the love is gone, driven apart by what we all have seen;
We're falling over ourselves.
How do we mourn what's lost, what never will be?
Remember me, remember me as you loved me.

Carry the weight of selfless scars we silently crave.
Show me your hands and touch the stars with me.
Falling walls like mountains form where I stand.
You are my family, and I will not let hate be my last sin.
 
ScaredCutter

ScaredCutter

Twin Turbo
Oct 16, 2025
372
I'm So Sick by Flyleaf

I will break into your thoughts
With what's written on my heart
I will break
Break

I'm so sick
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

If you want more of this
We can push out, sell out, die out
So you'll (Shut up, shut up, shut up)
And stay sleeping
With my screaming in your itching ears

I'm so sick
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

Hear it, I'm screaming it
You're heeding to it now
Hear it! I'm screaming it!
You tremble at this sound

You sink into my clothes
This invasion
Makes me feel
Worthless, hopeless, sick

I'm so sick
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss
Selfishness
I'm so, I'm so sick

I'm so sick
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so (I'm so)
I'm so sick (I'm so sick)
I'm so (I'm so)
I'm so sick (I'm so sick)

tower of memories by ivri

I'm right where you left me
The tower of memories
I just want this movie to end (Stereoscopic)
Chasing rainbows in my own consciousness (I never wanted)
Moments I wish I could forget
Wake up in a cold sweat
Wake up in a cold sweat

So hard to let go of, I speak and I choke up
I can't turn the TV off

We're a carcass
All I wanted
All I wanted was you
Dragged right through my conscious
In the darkness
I see visions of you

I'm right where you left me
The tower of memories
(I just want it all to end, I'm microscopic)
Diving deeper in my own consciousness (I never wanted)
Moments I wish I could forget
Wake up in a pool of static
Wake up in a pool of static

So hard to let go of, I speak and I choke up
I can't turn the TV off

We're a carcass
All I wanted
All I wanted was you
Dragged right through my conscious
In the darkness
I see visions of you

It's so gloomy in my room
Thought I forgot to...
Mm, Mr. Brain Gobbler's got me
Mark this...
 
ScaredCutter

ScaredCutter

Twin Turbo
Oct 16, 2025
372
paraiste by cloudyfield

you're tangled in webs
why are you upset?
all the blood that i bled
deep inside my head

emotions collide
everything aligns
you're like a parasite
for my entire life

let me breathe
my throat's so sore
can't you see
that i'd lie for
i'd die for us?

everything worsened
since you pierced my wings
all these burdens
leave heart+shaped burnings

you're like a demon in my orbit
but i don't wanna be haunted
i kinda feel like i'm surrounded
by all the feelings that caused this
emotions collide
everything aligns
you're like a parasite
for my entire life

let me breathe
my throat's so sore
can't you see
that i'd lie for
i'd die for us?

everything worsened
since you pierced my wings
all these burdens
leave heart+shaped burnings
 
ScaredCutter

ScaredCutter

Twin Turbo
Oct 16, 2025
372
been hard to finf songs i like.

Sex Narcissist by VIOLENT VIRA

Masochist conviction
I'm a contradiction
I'm the animal, the primitive
With teeth of ammunition
A god without a father
I'm the holy water
I'm the first, the last, the everything
Your one and only remedy

I-I-I-I
Know I need to stop and contain it
But you never wanna explain it
Feeling numb and fucking frustrated
I-I-I-I
Want it now, you know I'm impatient
It's a matter of time, the enslavement
Come devaluate me

So obsessed
I'm doing camera poses
I'm a mess
But god I'm fucking perfect
S.E.X
You know I love it baby
I'm the best
Now don't you wanna hate me?

Now don't you wanna hate me?
Now don't you wanna hate me?
Know you still wanna taste me
Now don't you wanna hate

I love all the faceless
I love all the words
I love all the envy
The bridges it burns
Am I the fixation
That's eroding your brain?
Am I the temptation
That won't go away?

I-I-I-I
Know I need to stop and contain it
But you never wanna explain it
Feeling numb and fucking frustrated
I-I-I-I
Don't know why you bluff when you say it
Get a rush from the drug you call hatred
Hurry up, repent for me

So obsessed
I'm doing camera poses
I'm a mess
But god I'm fucking perfect
S.E.X
You know I love it baby
Come undressed
Now don't you wanna hate me?

Now don't you wanna hate me?
(Oh, I know it)

I know it
I know you say you hate me
You love me and you know it
You motherfuckin' hate me
You love me and you know it
I know you wanna fuck me
You love me and you know it
You motherfuckin' hate me
You love me and you know it

Closer by Nine Inch Nails

You let me violate you
You let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you
You let me complicate you

(Help me)
I broke apart my insides
(Help me)
I've got no soul to sell
(Help me)
The only thing that works for me
Help me get away from myself

I wanna fuck you like an animal
I wanna feel you from the inside
I wanna fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to God

You can have my isolation
You can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith
You can have my everything

(Help me)
You tear down my reason
(Help me)
It's your sex I can smell
(Help me)
You make me perfect
Help me become somebody else

I wanna fuck you like an animal
I wanna feel you from the inside
I wanna fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to God

Through every forest
Above the trees
Within my stomach
Scraped off my knees
I drink the honey
Inside your hive
You are the reason
I stay alive
 

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