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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
721
As I draw nearer to my date, I'm thinking of moving it up sooner. I just feel that it's time. My health is failing. No one loves me. I don't have the finances to continue on into old age. I just feel it's time for me to go. My life has stayed past it's allotted time. I just feel like it's time for me to go. I think I'll self-terminate within the next week. The urge to leave is just too strong now. Tonight, I am sitting in the dark wondering why I'm here. I have no purpose. The world is collapsing. Well, the world I know. I don't like what (I think) is coming. I just hope that what's after this is much more pleasant than this. I can't worry about that, though. I just wish I never existed. All the abuse and pain, why did my parents even bother? I'm glad I didn't condemn a poor soul to life.

Praise life all you want, for me... this is hell.
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,716
You go when you need to go. A date is more hope than expectation.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,845
I hope you can find peace and I wish you all the best!
 
MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
I hope you find peace in life or death
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,706
Never existing in the first place certainly is the best outcome possible, having the ability to exist in this hellish reality really is such a terrible thing and it's really understandable wishing to finally be free from everything. I hope that you find the freedom you search for from this dreadful existence, there really is far too much unnecessary suffering and senseless cruelty being experienced in this world, to me this world could never be a desirable place to exist in.
 

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