Moving forward

[angelhopes]

How do I move forward when it feels like everything is against me and I lose everyone all of a sudden? Does it actually gets better? I promised myself not to relapse on this forum but I did since i dont know what to do anymore I feel so lonely.

It feels like im losing everything and I cant afford to have another emotional stress. I can't even look at the future and I just think ill be stuck here forever. Do you guys have any tips? Thank you

How do I move forward when it feels like everything is against me and I lose everyone all of a sudden? Does it actually gets better? I promised myself not to relapse on this forum but I did since i dont know what to do anymore I feel so lonely.

It feels like im losing everything and I cant afford to have another emotional stress. I can't even look at the future and I just think ill be stuck here forever. Do you guys have any tips? Thank you
Im sorry guys i really need someone to talk to right now I feel like im gonna go crazy again

I just need someone to talk to right now i feel like im gonna go crazy and relapse again :(

 

[systemic_livestock]

Yeah thats honestly all too real, do you have any hobbies or interests? Are you a neet at the moment? I'd advise regarding trying to meet people and do things when you have the energy for it and if you're feeling extra tried dont feel forced to make plans you know. I dont know you but I feel like I believe in you, your actively trying to break the cycle and thats a feat in itself when your so used to be depressed.

 

[angelhopes]

Yeah thats honestly all too real, do you have any hobbies or interests? Are you a neet at the moment? I'd advise regarding trying to meet people and do things when you have the energy for it and if you're feeling extra tried dont feel forced to make plans you know. I dont know you but I feel like I believe in you, your actively trying to break the cycle and thats a feat in itself when your so used to be depressed.

Hello! I have a job right now and Im honestly just pushing myself to live atm. I dont have energy to do anything anymore and it feels like one move and something bad will go wrong again. I am spiraling right now and my brain is telling me to seek comfort to the people who hurt me and I dont know how to stop it

 

[systemic_livestock]

Hello! I have a job right now and Im honestly just pushing myself to live atm. I dont have energy to do anything anymore and it feels like one move and something bad will go wrong again. I am spiraling right now and my brain is telling me to seek comfort to the people who hurt me and I dont know how to stop it

Thats nice atlest you have something to keep you occupied even if it probably makes you feel like shit doing stuff while depressed.

I feel like you should really think about if these people are really worth your time honestly, most dicks or just straight evil people are pathetic anyways and are not worth your time, think about if theyd apologize out of actual goodness of their hearts you know. Of course its easier said than done.

 

[angelhopes]

Thats nice atlest you have something to keep you occupied even if it probably makes you feel like shit doing stuff while depressed.

I feel like you should really think about if these people are really worth your time honestly, most dicks or just straight evil people are pathetic anyways and are not worth your time, think about if theyd apologize out of actual goodness of their hearts you know. Of course its easier said than done.

Thats true its mostly just my brain feeding me these delusions and I lowkey just hope that it will stop :( its been a week since the last conversation had happened and im feel like im at peak right now.

 

[systemic_livestock]

Thats true its mostly just my brain feeding me these delusions and I lowkey just hope that it will stop :( its been a week since the last conversation had happened and im feel like im at peak right now.

Yeah id advise making friends who aren't evil but I know that sort of thing is a major commitment and it also kinda sucks because then you feel like a dick when for whatever reason you might be really into hanging out with them but they might not enjoy it.

 

[angelhopes]

Yeah id advise making friends who aren't evil but I know that sort of thing is a major commitment and it also kinda sucks because then you feel like a dick when for whatever reason you might be really into hanging out with them but they might not enjoy it.

Thank you for this advise! Im kinda back to square one right now since I dont have as much friends. I only be friended people that i cant actually trust and be close with so my first plan was to work on myself then meet new people (if that would ever happened consider the circumstances).