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Cheffo
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- Sep 23, 2023
- 44
I was injured and the quality of life is not worth it. So, I really want to leave and I am setting that up. But this was kind of sudden, I had never thought about suicide before. I mean, it was below the surface, but not something I had every seriously considered even through tough times.
But this is beyond what I can manage. All of the sudden I have to say goodbye to everyone, myself, the world. I am really an emotional dude, and I am middle aged, so it's funny. But I don't want to go out depressed. It sucks, I have friends, a house, good business, but I can't deal with the pain and disability.
I mean, if my body wasn't broke Id stay. Sure my brain is a little messed up (ADD, anxiety, ocd) but I could always find a way to go to the gym, take a walk, keep busy. But now it's too much. Probably the combination doesn't help, either way, I want out. My friends support me, even one of two family. I wish their was someone out there in a similar position I could communicate with.
Has anyone here been injured or have some sort of chronic health problem and intend to ctb? I was hoping not to be so alone in this while I await the right method. Thanks.
But this is beyond what I can manage. All of the sudden I have to say goodbye to everyone, myself, the world. I am really an emotional dude, and I am middle aged, so it's funny. But I don't want to go out depressed. It sucks, I have friends, a house, good business, but I can't deal with the pain and disability.
I mean, if my body wasn't broke Id stay. Sure my brain is a little messed up (ADD, anxiety, ocd) but I could always find a way to go to the gym, take a walk, keep busy. But now it's too much. Probably the combination doesn't help, either way, I want out. My friends support me, even one of two family. I wish their was someone out there in a similar position I could communicate with.
Has anyone here been injured or have some sort of chronic health problem and intend to ctb? I was hoping not to be so alone in this while I await the right method. Thanks.