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hamissuicide

New Member
May 12, 2026
1
Hi.. im new to this site and dont quite understand all the lingo.. Like what is N or SN haha. I was just wondering what the least painful way of going is.. im thinking of something that will put me right to sleep. Thank you
 
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gardenhouse

Specialist
Mar 26, 2026
302
Hi.. im new to this site and dont quite understand all the lingo.. Like what is N or SN haha. I was just wondering what the least painful way of going is.. im thinking of something that will put me right to sleep. Thank you
Nembutal or mix 5 drugs DDMAPh or mix opioids benzodiazepines, sleeping pills and alcohol
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Paragon
Nov 12, 2025
964
Hello & welcome. The best thing to do is take some time to familiarize yourself with the site. If you go to the main Suicide Discussion page, you should see a few 📌stickied threads 📌.Those are very informative, the last stickied thread in particular. You can read about various methods & come to your own conclusions about which is the least objectionable. N is Nembutal (but you won't ever find it). SN is sodium nitrite. And CTB is catch the bus (as in catch the bus to the next dimension & go back to non existence or blissfuly rest in peace 🕊️).
Nembutal or mix 5 drugs DDMAPh or mix opioids benzodiazepines, sleeping pills and alcohol
Disappointing answer, @gardenhouse

 
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PanaxMan

Water fasting until death (Currently homeless)
Apr 11, 2023
592
Hi.. im new to this site and dont quite understand all the lingo.. Like what is N or SN haha. I was just wondering what the least painful way of going is.. im thinking of something that will put me right to sleep. Thank you
Guns and drugs
 

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