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residentfromhell

residentfromhell

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Apr 13, 2022
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I'm set on dying in the next month or so, but even at my age my parents keep a close watch one me. I can't get my hands on any risky drugs and it would have to be an at-home method. I'm also hoping it could be quick and painless so I wouldn't have to be suffering in pain at the end of my life. Just doesn't seem like a very pleasant way to go you know....

I know there's no real fool-proof method but as long as I can end up dead, I'm happy.

Also if possible I would like to avoid hanging myself, I don't want to mess up and end up paralyzed or something.
 
DrownFeather

DrownFeather

The proudest communist feather ever
Apr 7, 2022
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there is no peaceful method except hanging in home, and since you can't purchase any dangerous medicine you will not able to, overdosing on OTC medicine like ibrufen and paracetamol is trash method, and suffocating by plastic bags is agony way, do you have inert gases in your home?
 
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symphony

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surving hour-by-hour
Mar 12, 2022
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My best idea for a decentish method that doesn't require procuring conspicuous lethal means is some form of hanging.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I think if I knew the answer, I would already be gone. I am trapped in this world as it is so difficult to ctb. I wish that we lived in a world where our right to die is respected and then we could exit peacefully at a time of our own choosing. Hanging scares me personally and the fear of failure is what holds me back from attempting. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point and I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.
 
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residentfromhell

residentfromhell

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Apr 13, 2022
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there is no peaceful method except hanging in home, and since you can't purchase any dangerous medicine you will not able to, overdosing on OTC medicine like ibrufen and paracetamol is trash method, and suffocating by plastic bags is agony way, do you have inert gases in your home?
i kinda figured as much, yeah. if i have to i might resort to the plastic bag method. i can look for some gases but i doubt i have any. thanks anyway though
I think if I knew the answer, I would already be gone. I am trapped in this world as it is so difficult to ctb. I wish that we lived in a world where our right to die is respected and then we could exit peacefully at a time of our own choosing. Hanging scares me personally and the fear of failure is what holds me back from attempting. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point and I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.
i completely understand what you mean. i wish people could treat suicide as less of a taboo, if that makes any sense. i also fear that i might end up failing in any attempts i try. but thank you, i wish you luck in whatever decisions you make as well.
 
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UnravelingWinter

UnravelingWinter

I wish I was a sunflower
Mar 19, 2022
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i kinda figured as much, yeah. if i have to i might resort to the plastic bag method. i can look for some gases but i doubt i have any. thanks anyway though
I've tried the plastic bag method. It's extremely uncomfortable. You won't be able to resist pulling the bag off of your head after 2-3 minutes. I've practiced a lot with it, and my best attempt is still just over 3 minutes before needing to rip the bag off.
 
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residentfromhell

residentfromhell

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Apr 13, 2022
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I've tried the plastic bag method. It's extremely uncomfortable. You won't be able to resist pulling the bag off of your head after 2-3 minutes. I've practiced a lot with it, and my best attempt is still just over 3 minutes before needing to rip the bag off.
Thanks for the insight. Scrapping that idea i guess..
 
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Hotsackage

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Mar 11, 2019
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Ive considered plastic bag to. Someone at my local psych hospital used this method. So it is doable obviously not that peaceful though
 
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