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Who can share some thoughts with me?

I am working on a method. Just like everyone I'm looking for fool-proof, easy, and painless!!

I doubt I can figure out SN, so I think that leaves me with handguns and hanging.

I see the upside of the handgun as being pretty instantaneous and having a very good degree of lethality. I think I would choose a Glock 19 or 43, 9mm and an interoral shot. It's a lot of prep for me since I'm not a fun owner or experienced in handling fire arms, so a downside is going through the shopping and training process. My even bigger worry though is the relatively small chance that don't die.

The other choice seems to be full hanging (I'm pretty sure I would back out of partial). The tough part here is an anchor point, a rope and knot I can do. I won't ctb in my home as a courtesy to my spouse. I prefer trying to find a tree in a local park, but an Airbnb would be an option. I'm also worried about the pain and feeling of suffocating. Is it true if I fail at this I'm less likely to have a devastating injury? Although failure would be pretty devastating on its own.

I would welcome your comments on -

Hanging method risks
Tree choices/difficuly
Relative ease of fun's/hanging
Anything else!$