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LeWantsToDie

LeWantsToDie

Member
Nov 28, 2023
58
I have access to propanolol and paracetamol. Would OD-ing on both of these kill me? I know paracetamol is painful (I've tried that method in the past) but I think now that I'm older (I was 13 or so last time) if I lock myself in a room, I can take the pain. Alternatives I'm considering is drowning - there's a lake nearby. I can't hang myself and I don't have access to SN or a ratchet strap. I can take the pain, I just need a good way that I can be sure I'll die with - neither drowning nor OD-ing with these two have high success rates. Suggestions?
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,255
Probably not and forget about paracetamol. read about ODs in the PPeH or these onces here:




 
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serenec

Member
Nov 29, 2023
22
I have heard Sodium Nitrite but someone has recently said it was very painful during a failed/aborted attempt. Hard to get hold of in some countries as well. Fortunately have been able to access some, but I am unsure if I will use this or another method.
 
LeWantsToDie

LeWantsToDie

Member
Nov 28, 2023
58
I have heard Sodium Nitrite but someone has recently said it was very painful during a failed/aborted attempt. Hard to get hold of in some countries as well. Fortunately have been able to access some, but I am unsure if I will use this or another method.
It's very hard to get hold of in my country. There are some less than official ways to get it but you have no idea what you're getting with them. Plus, I'm not in position where I can get it delivered. That does sound scary - I hope you find a way that's less painful!
Probably not and forget about paracetamol. read about ODs in the PPeH or these onces here:




Aren't there any accessible, OTC drugs you can overdose on?
 
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serenec

Member
Nov 29, 2023
22
It's very hard to get hold of in my country. There are some less than official ways to get it but you have no idea what you're getting with them. Plus, I'm not in position where I can get it delivered. That does sound scary - I hope you find a way that's less painful!

Aren't there any accessible, OTC drugs you can overdose on?
Similarly here in the UK. Very very hard to get. Managed to eventually, but wasn't easy.
 

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