Venting more pathetic loneliness

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i get really sad whenever i see people hanging out with friends or their partners or anything like that. i'm really bitter and i hate it. i get so upset whenever i see people doing something as simple as texting. i just stand around, zoning out or aimlessly swiping across my empty phone screen while everyone else texts their friends. it's really sad, my heart races whenever i see a notif from insta, discord, or imessage; but it's usually just spam or announcements so my mood just drops.
i've become such a LOSER

 

[Michelstaedter]

Don't worry, I'm just as lonely, but I've gotten so used to it that it doesn't bother me or cause me any more pain. Before, what hurt me most was seeing a couple kissing; now even that doesn't bother me, just disgust and discomfort. That feeling of being startled, that's what happened to me when I used to chat with people I met on Facebook. However, I decided to distance myself because they caused me more harm than good, and in fact, the women I liked didn't pay any attention to me.

You're not a loser, normie people just like to be with the boring people in their social circle, with the same stupid habits and the same silly, empty ideologies.

 

[Hollowman]

You're not a loser.