Unattainable666
Enlightened
- Mar 31, 2023
- 1,346
It seems the older I get the decisions I make are stupider and stupider. I allow other people to make decisions for me because I am second guessing every decision I make. So now I'm an old far and I say FUCK IT!!!!!!! I'm so close to ctb that I really feel free. I have just enuogh money to either buy food or alcohol so I've made the major decision (DRUM ROLL PLEASE) to purchase alcohol. Yes, ladies and gentlemen. I can live without food. But, since I am so close to losing my job (due to my mental illness and their lack of understanding) I am so ready to ctb and I would prefer to feel the great feel of a buzz rather than the feel of a full stomach. thank you ladies and gentlemen for listening
