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Faith.fornow

Faith.fornow

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Feb 4, 2026
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Finally going to have enough money to ctb. I've been feeling more and more prepared it honestly feels almost hopeful. I got my will written out and it's ready to print just gotta pack some stuff up and I'm pretty much ready.
 
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Faith.fornow

Faith.fornow

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Feb 4, 2026
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What is your method? If you don't mind me asking.
Partial hanging I'll be using a hoist rope and a rag for padding and making sure the the rope us high under my neck and the knot is directly behind my neck. My method for partial hanging position will be in an image below but it will be a little different having my knees assumed in a position behind my shoulders if that makes sense rather than a full kneeling position. I'm planning on getting a bottle of alcohol to help with SI, I'll be smoking weed aswell.
 

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larplarpsahur

larplarpsahur

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Feb 3, 2026
16
Partial hanging I'll be using a hoist rope and a rag for padding and making sure the the rope us high under my neck and the knot is directly behind my neck. My method for partial hanging position will be in an image below but it will be a little different having my knees assumed in a position behind my shoulders if that makes sense rather than a full kneeling position. I'm planning on getting a bottle of alcohol to help with SI, I'll be smoking weed aswell.
goodluck bro i hope you find your peace 🙏
 

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