There used to be this James Bond film, and the villian was called Jaws, and he seems evil and bad and has big metal teeth. But then there's this girl he likes, and she smiles, and she has brace, and it's like they connect somehow... and fall in love.
That film is now changes and she does not have braces. And it bothers me. I can't explain why it's that way, unless reality is being hacked or simulated...
But more than that, it used to be like this action movie, fun movie, and there was this funny comedic moment: they fell in love because despite being different, they both had this weird funny thing in common. And now that's gone.
I feel like maybe I was supposed to meet someone and fall in love in some funny way, and I didn't and the world is messed up, and now that funny moment is gone, just like the funny story of how I was supposed to meet someone is gone...
And now it's all ruined and I'm alone.
If I told this to a psychiatrist they would say "here's a billion milligrams of twitchodal, now stay in this padded room and suffer" so obviously i don't talk to psychiatrists.
I have this horrible sense of loss, and death will stop that.
That film is now changes and she does not have braces. And it bothers me. I can't explain why it's that way, unless reality is being hacked or simulated...
But more than that, it used to be like this action movie, fun movie, and there was this funny comedic moment: they fell in love because despite being different, they both had this weird funny thing in common. And now that's gone.
I feel like maybe I was supposed to meet someone and fall in love in some funny way, and I didn't and the world is messed up, and now that funny moment is gone, just like the funny story of how I was supposed to meet someone is gone...
And now it's all ruined and I'm alone.
If I told this to a psychiatrist they would say "here's a billion milligrams of twitchodal, now stay in this padded room and suffer" so obviously i don't talk to psychiatrists.
I have this horrible sense of loss, and death will stop that.
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