Venting Miserable because I'm going to visit extended family next week.

[CrazyDiamond04]

I don't know why I agreed to go on this thing, I can already tell it's gonna be a massive pain in the ass. It's too late for me to back out now so I'm fucked. I used to be happy about visiting my extended family but thinking about it now just makes me miserable and embarrassed. It's a little over a week so that sucks too. I'm just gonna try my best to dissociate and not engage.